Today was just another reminder that this is going to take a really long time. I didn't actually do anything right during the RTH. So the best thing to do is ask why?
Why did I take 3 trades against the clear trend down in the first 30 minutes after the open?
Because the overall trend was up, the premarket trend had been up, and I was hoping to get in after price made it's last low before turning up again and I haven't been trusting my plan to get me into a trade with a small stop loss. I thought that if I followed my plan, the entry would likely need a much larger stoploss and I'd also be getting in too late.
Instead of stopping after 3 trades, I decided to just trade to try to get it right. The thought that was going through my mind was that maybe some of the problem is that I'm trying to trade 2 methods combined. I want to trade bottom edges, not a retracement into a trend. So, I figured I'd let myself try. Well, that didn't go very well either, because it was still trending down and to get the bottom edge, of course, it would be trending down, so, getting it, and moving to break even didn't work often due to the down trend. Besides, I rarely actually took the very bottom, but got in a little above, which needs more of a stop loss too, so I wasn't actually moving to break even very quickly, the way I would want to for a bottom edge trade.
So, after many losses...217 ticks and 12 trades, the 13th trade was the bottom edge....except I even got that one late....34 ticks higher than the bottom edge. Price never went against it. It was the perfect entry....made 318 ticks, zero draw down in the trade. But it cost me 217 ticks with all the losses beforehand AND I fell back into the bad habit of overtrading. Is it something that has potential, that I should work at to get better at? I'm going to say no. Bottom edges look nice on charts, look easier than they are to get into (at least for me), but without a directional push, it's very risky too.
The first 15 minutes or so are still really hard for me to trade. I might just determine to stay out then....I know, I keep changing my mind about whether or not to trade it. I have made some good trades during that time, but it's so unpredictable that overall, I don't read it very well.
The next thing I can do is just stick with the plan that I have. It would have allowed me to go short after the open and take the trend back up, after it actually started going back up, and I should have listened to what my rules say about interpreting what's happening on the charts.
Had I actually waited for a long and taken any one of the many long opportunities after the direction switched, the price never went against a logically placed stop loss. However, because my plan is based on a retracement into a trend, it didn't give an entry close to the bottom edge.
If I had focused on trading the bottom edges as the trend moved up, I could have had plenty of 30 sl 60 tp trades, or trailed the profits.
I don't want to be the kind of trader that takes risks to get a runner, but the way I made 101 ticks today was full of risks....by trying to avoid risk, I took on extra risk.
I made the decision to break my rules today because I wanted to see if I could get it right and figure out what I was doing wrong. But then, did I really need to break rules to find that out? I can do the work to find where my plan calls for trade entries on historical charts. I should be spending more time finding my entries on still charts and making adjustments to rules at that time, if there are any that need to be adjusted, rather than during the trading day. So, I guess today was truly a failure, due to failure to follow my plan. I'm sure somebody out there must be wondering why it's so hard for me to follow my plan. I'm really not sure of that either, but I just don't trust it to always work to give good trade entries. The NQ has patterns, but there are always variations to them, and it's a little tricky to match my plan exactly with what the NQ is doing. I really need to spend that time on the charts seeing the plan work time after time.
So, that's my goal for later today: For the month of December I plan to go through each day and mark on my charts trades that followed my rules. I should mark them according to the trade type too, such as scalping (a 60 tick target) when already in an established trend vs. getting into a retracement near the beginning of a trend, and trailing.
I don't want to show my chart today but here is the list of trades:
I took 2 line trades in the Premarket. Since they are just lines, I can evaluate them for how I should exit based on 1, 2 or 3 contracts. There were a lot of variations for how they could have been played out, but overall, both trades were right, taken in the direction of the trend. I closed the first trade early, at a loss, but if I had kept the original stop loss line, then the 2nd trade wouldn't have been taken and the first trade would have gone into a good profit. However, I did mark the trade as a loss, and re-entered, and then pretended to have several contracts and got out at various targets, and trailed some too. Easy to do when it's trending...it's the non-trending premarket that I'm not sure about and want to see how those days turn out. But overall, I might switch to premarket only, depending on what I'm most consistent with (profitably consistent, that is) and which session I'm less likely to lose self-control in or overtrade in.
I've decided I won't be posting any premarket charts in the future. It's not because I don't want to be accountable, but it's just that if I do get it right, and learn to trade it well, it's something I'd rather not put out in the open. However, I will be following my same plan....the one that I can't seem to have the self-discipline to follow. I do plan on posting my trades list and evaluations for the premarket when I began taking demo trades.