I'm having a really hard time with the emotional side of taking only 3 trades a day.
My plan was to wait a bit after the open to see if it seemed like price would break lower or higher. I had a lot of timeframes up but my eyes were watching a very small timeframe and I "reacted" instead of thinking through my entry and got in on the FIRST 1 minute candle at the open 8:30 am CT....which I know is risky and shouldn't do and immediately regretted it. Got out with -1 tick, and there went one trade. So, I decided I'd watch price for a while, maybe an hour or so and spread out my trades. I marked the chart a few times of where I'd like to get in, and then I had the very strong impression that price was going to drop and thought I saw a place where it was a good entry and decided I might as well take it. So I did....and regretted taking this one immediately after as well. It did go in my favor a small amount and I thought about closing it because I no longer liked the trade as much, but then I remembered if I close it, I can't trade again for a VERY LONG time...so I stayed in and watched it turn around and go against me. I finally closed it manually just a little bit before it would have reached it's stop loss.
Then I stuck was with being down to only 1 trade left and it was only 11 minutes after the open. I knew it was better to watch charts for a while without trading. That's probably what all the great traders do, but it's difficult for me for some reason. But then, 3 minutes later, on the 15 minute chart, I thought I saw that price had made a test of the lows and was going to go up. So I decided to "risk all" and get in. I gave it a 136 tick stop loss, because I really didn't want to get stopped out again and thought this one really had potential to go somewhere. As it neared my 1:1 risk to reward area I weighed out whether it was better to get out and be done for the day with some profit or hold on for a larger move but risking that price could retrace and take out my stop loss before going up or it could reverse trend and head back down and so I opted for the safer route: exit and be done for the day. I think if I'd had more trades left I might have taken a risk to let it keep going.
Things to work through:
I tend to give my last trade of the day a very large stop loss. This is dangerous. I need to be aware of this tendency and come up with a plan to prevent unreasonable risk.
I need to do a much better job of thinking through my trades and not taking a trade based on reacting to a small price movement. Stop looking at smaller timeframes.
Recognize that with only being allowed 3 trades my emotions are strongly influencing my trading decisions.
What I did well: I spent over an hour analyzing charts during the premarket and that helped me to get a better feel overall for where price could go.
Made 123 ticks
