Today I was careful not to trade against the trend. I also tried hard to enter a trade with potential and I did find one. I set the target to 200 ticks, and got the target. That sounds great, but I was only barely profitable today because I haven't been limiting my losing trades and took too many in the chop before the good trade was made.
The right stop loss size for those losing trades would have been 50 to 60 ticks, and since there was a final pop up at 8:55 CT even a larger stop loss would have been hit. So that would have been 100 to 120 ticks lost if using 2 contracts. I took 8 two contract trades. All stopped out at 20 ticks each except for one 19 tick winner and the final winner, which made 19 and 199 ticks. For those 8 trades, losses came to 254 ticks, twice as much as what 1 rightly placed stop loss would have been. Gains were 237. My profits for the day came before these 8 trades.
All that to say, I either need to go with a larger stop loss and limit my number of trades to prevent more losses, or I need to find better rules for entry that would keep me from entering to early and still limit my number of trades.
Losing too much over a short amount of time is something I've struggled with for years. The only thing that helped was having a rule to limit the losing trades to 3. But that meant I was finishing too early to actually trade the day through and the trading experience is also really important.
I don't think I'll limit the number of losing trades per day yet....I will after I get to the place of learning to get the good trades and trail them. But I think I will limit my trades to 1 losing trade per 5 minute candle. There were good entries all along that drop, and it would be much more likely that one of those would have been good, than to take 7 ridiculous trades in the space of about 5 minutes.
By limiting my trades to 1 loss per 5 minute candle, I need to have a larger than 20 tick stop loss, and for now, I think I'll try to stick with a 1 minute candle size, or around that amount. I'll leave it flexible.
If anyone has read my journal through, I think I'll come across like a broken record, always struggling with this same issue, working on it for a while, then relapsing. If I didn't really want to overcome this, I wouldn't post in on here for all to see. I'm hoping that by writing it all out it will help me to remember to have the self-discipline to follow through and do better. “Tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it... yet.” ― L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables.