So from Oct 2018 to Jan 2019 I had an incredible run! Not that the run was luck. It was based on sound methodologies based on setups I know works well.
Feb and Mar were horrible months for me. But Feb & Mar were horrible because of a long time bad habits that I knew will one day bite me in the ass if I don't solve them. But the nice run allowed me to ignore the bad habits. Then the bad habits caught up with me. The bad habit I'm talking about is countertrend trading. It has haunted me for years. Not sure why my psychology around that is so wronged. But I've fixed it now.
I had to stop trading. Went back to sim and practice and practice and practice and I think I got rid of really bad habits once for all. I practiced and practiced and practiced until it became automatic. Meaning the patterns that triggered those bad habits in Feb and Mar now triggere the right behaviors for me.
Process is more important than $. Once you have the right process money comes easily.
So this week I got back to my real account. I want to make sure I can behave in the right way. This morning made $1.3K in 1min. Had a waited longer it would have be $5K+. Yesterday the same. I will keep doing and cementing these good habits and get the $1K+/day habit down. Then it's just a matter of scaling it up. I want to make $5K/day a regular habit.
I hated that I had to go through these deep drawdowns to get rid of bad habits each time.
That's why I'm glad I'm working and only doing this on the side. LOL.