That is a pathetic boohoo on your part. You lost $450 in commies using max leverage? Why is it ridiculous? Was it one trade, or hundreds? Put things into perspective? Be glad you made money, and you did not go the opposite way?
Yeah... It sounds bad. But I've been spoiled by Robinhood "zero commission" model. That's why I feel that paying $450 in commission is such a big deal. $450/$3000 is a 15% transaction cost! That's crazy in any other markets...