The point of this journal was/is for me to publicly journal my losing days with the hope that this should help me better accept them emotionally.
I started this journal in May feeling a large drawdown was imminent in my trading. This has borne out to be the case.
This drawdown could have several more months to go.
I hope i can continue to trade with discipline if more losses occur and the drawdown gets worse.
And not abandon my system (ie lose discipline) just around the time my account equity curve bottoms outs...
By all rights, your drawdown is pretty huge as it is. How much more will you accept? I understand the point you are trying to make. Tough way to do it though. Yowzers.