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What traumatic event(s) did you witness? Do you take medication for your PTSD?
Since this is chit chat and the place where the trival is addressed, I'll go along with your curiousity.
My first instance was on a snowy night in February. We were to host an annual Valentine's party. My wife was Julian Jaynes protege at Princeton. His specialty was the bicameral mind (see below). An 18 year old, uninsured underage intoxicated driver was driving a second hand car he had just bought and had left a bar.
It was two weeks before the last broken bone was discovered. Skull injuries changed a lot of things. The jaws of life sometimes fail and time is consumed as a consequence.
When I came to Phoenix a suggestion was made that became part of my therapy. I went to school and got trained, licensed and carried medical malpractice insurance until I aged out of doing trauma work. I could handle time being called, etc. and lost track of the number of times. My team specialty was as a pumper (providing manual compressions on hearts that did not work). I monitored and supported happenings of and around the heart area. Most criticals can not be drained quickly enough to allow heart function. So this was not a cause of PTSD for me as it was for trauma victims who survived. My mind was complemented with medical experiences on the other side of trauma and it allowed a better balance through experience in a good environment of support.
PTSD doesn't go away completely. It is managed intelligently. A lot of people, military mostly, I have as collegues are on meds. I do not take meds for PTSD.
You may want to satisfy your PTSD curiousity by doing searches rather than interviewing me.
Most trauma is a consequence of drugs, alcohol and firearms. Driving under the inflence causes deaths and permanent damage to others.
Perhaps you can understand why I deal with the OCD fuck offs here the way I do. Their steady flow of bullshit is humor to me. I'm not hard hearted at all but these OCD's are really funny to observe. They live in a wasteland and always will.
I am constantly the subject of riddicule. Largely, because of other's irresponsibility. Fairness is hard to achieve and that will not change.
My involvement in trading concerns a paradigm shift in the way markets can be used by people to extract capital and then apply it to local concerns and issues. I actually see many models being created for problem solving from the ground up. My view is that markets make solving problems borderless.
Right now my gloves are on loan and in Antarctica. AND I know, all over the world people are solving local problems by using money, time and models constructed over the years. Clean water, alcohol in fuel and DDG for protein feed, and the EIS are significant results of work made possible by having resources available. Now, we have more than a critical mass to passforward the PEP and it applications: PVT, SCT and SSR.
The moderator moved the thread to chit chat....funny guy. Who knows if the thread could have been constructive?
As a person, I am probably different than most. Life experiences are handled or you get another chance to handle them later. Serendipity struck over and over in my life so I went with the flow.
Trading and making money is easy and it is always there for the taking. The high failure rate is simply a consequence of the barrier being so low. A lot can be learned from those who fail and a repeatedly explain their shortcommings. I draw a lot of their anger since they need a simple means to act out all the time. I am a very large target in their minds.