I have 4 short puts in /ES and short 3 calls.
SPX I am short one strangle
I am short one call in SPX
I am short one out in SPY
If someone can remind me how to post a link to my spreadsheet I will gladly post it again.
So you are short about 600k of notional. that's pretty big in my opinion but unlikely to kill you. You could realistically see a 10% type drawdown on that.