Quote from katesdp:
If you are wishy washy and have to think things over and over before making a decision you trading "career" will be very short lived.
I still think that wishy washy before making a decision doesn't automatically imply wishy washy after making a decision.
Guys, many thanks to everyone. Looks like maybe it's not yet the case for me to think about it seriously. I'll go on with my usual things, maybe start contracting, which should give me more financial opportunities. I'll keep trading part time, and see how it goes.
Thank you all for the participation