Quote from ezbentley:
By grunt work, do you mean like IT and operational stuff? I assume those positions are not directly related to trading. So did you learn about the trading aspect by observation and exposure to other traders? Would you recommend that route to someone who wishes to get into institutional trading?
Your thread is very informational. Thanks for sharing your experience.
I did a bit of everything, from exchange connectivity to strategy development, to working out hacks to improve our bottom line. The difference between me and your usual software/hardware guy is that I was in a business group, not in an IT group. That's the distinction.
To say I gained nothing in terms of knowledge about trading from grunt work in an IB would be a lie. I learned so much about market microstructure that my vision of the markets is a thousand times clearer than it was in 2004, before I started supporting various prop traders.
The underlying point you should be aware of: don't ever take an IT job on Wall St. unless that IT work has you looking and interacting with the PnL and lists of trades. If you don't get to see the PnL, tell them to f off and find some other stooge.
As far as me going back to retail trading and try it, ... well, part of it is emotional. I kind of sympathize with the kids who come onto this forum thinking they are going to make a million dollars with their $2000 accounts. I know people on ET are douchebags and sometimes they have issues, but, ... I somehow feel for retail traders. I feel bad for the guy who tries his moving average cross-over strategy, or thinks some magical combination of technical indicators will save his finances. I feel bad for the guy who signs up for junk training programs.
Maybe I have this fascination of the retail trader because the guy who becomes a day trader is taking real risk and dreaming, maybe dreaming much more so than the usual cubicle grunt. It's that dreamer aspect of day traders that I love.
The other guys at the options desk I was in used to ridicule retail traders and call them "Joe Bob in Kansas." People would look at some of the customer flow and just laugh.
I didn't laugh too hard, because I also see myself in retail traders. In my mind, I see a young married guy with no kids telling his wife he's going to make it big, only to fail over and over. Maybe his marriage will survive, maybe it won't, ... and I think about how maybe no one understands why he takes risks. Sometimes I wonder if he (the retail trader) even understands his own risk in the game. The whole dynamic of deciding to bet life on this "game" intrigues me and fascinates me so much, that I just feel that I need to beat the game and make it as a retail trader before I die. As far as getting rich in and of itself, I'm not too worried about that.
In a way, sometimes I see a post here on ET and I want to tell people why they are wrong and how to improve their operations, but I can't. Even in this journal, I can't say too much about where I am looking. I also have a kind of hatred for large institutions, because they're so inhumane. Lay-offs roll around and every stays silent the next day and doesn't mention the name of the laid-off guy. There's also that whole lay-off rumor mill, and the sickness associated with people being glad they weren't the ones who got axed.