jasinhbca's quest for discipline, knowledge & profits

My goodness, if I was a new trader and reading past several posts, I would give up before I started. What I learned in my first year of learning chart reading was all I ever needed but didn't know that and then spent next fourteen years of what didn't work for trading and next 23 years on making money management rules of how to keep it or not lose it easily. First thing in trading to learn is charting, it is your roadmap, then find places to buy gas/restroom/pizza/ motel 6-they leave the light on when you get lost or in other words "Money Management". You all are concentrating on a problem that would not exist if you all would test the crap out of your methods of:1) time before trade might happen, 2) entry, 3) during the trade is on and 4) exit. But everyone can't wait to start trading, you all are like Robin Williams in movie "RV", start driving huge RV and don't have any idea how to drive it, maintain it, Oh God that was funny dealing with septic tank, LOL.

But most are worried about your mind and having problems, you might be causing problems that might not exist if you spend more time back testing and developing a thorough Trading Plan. I have tried to show what can be had in an hour of ES, have posted Crude Oil trading in other journals, I love chop and I love trend, risk next to nothing and make consistent profits till the 50 tick exit can be made. Huge Hint: How do you tie your shoes?, please describe to me how to tie your shoes, you have done it thousands of times, right? Harder to explain how to do it than just doing it? That is trading, you see your one pattern of getting in, make it simple, pick one way to get in, learn when not to take signal, learn to manage the trade and learn the getting out. Practice till you get it down like tying your shoe. You will do it automatically, then you don't need to know what your mind is telling you.

You all are developing problems cause in back of your mind you know your system is weak in areas or the whole thing. If you have to think of what to do next when you in a trade, YOU LOST.
 
You all are developing problems cause in back of your mind you know your system is weak in areas or the whole thing. If you have to think of what to do next when you in a trade, YOU LOST.


But most are worried about your mind and having problems, you might be causing problems that might not exist if you spend more time back testing and developing a thorough Trading Plan. I have tried to show what can be had in an hour of ES, have posted Crude Oil trading in other journals, I love chop and I love trend, risk next to nothing and make consistent profits till the 50 tick exit can be made.

Huge Hint: How do you tie your shoes?, please describe to me how to tie your shoes, you have done it thousands of times, right? Harder to explain how to do it than just doing it? That is trading, you see your one pattern of getting in, make it simple, pick one way to get in, learn when not to take signal, learn to manage the trade and learn the getting out. Practice till you get it down like tying your shoe. You will do it automatically, then you don't need to know what your mind is telling you.

I've not read them all, but I've read a lot of them, and as far as posts at ET go, that very well may be the best one I've come across.
 
My goodness, if I was a new trader and reading past several posts, I would give up before I started......... You all are concentrating on a problem that would not exist if you all would test the crap out of your methods ...............you might be causing problems that might not exist if you spend more time back testing and developing a thorough Trading Plan. .......... trading, you see your one pattern of getting in, make it simple, pick one way to get in, learn when not to take signal, learn to manage the trade and learn the getting out. Practice till you get it down like tying your shoe. You will do it automatically, then you don't need to know what your mind is telling you.

You all are developing problems cause in back of your mind you know your system is weak in areas or the whole thing. If you have to think of what to do next when you in a trade, YOU LOST.

If I remember right you said you used Douglas's books for door stops. And here I'm quoting him.

You are completely practical Handle, and I agree with you... especially in that your analysis sets you free to just do what you say above.

I had training as a scientist, yet somehow the analysis I was doing was actually making me worse. I think I'm beginning to understand why... and when Jas asked me about how some of the above posts affected my trading my plan, entries, exits... I replied that those are not directly what all those posts above (that would scare off a new trader) are about.

I can't speak for Jas, but when I used to do bar by bar analysis... I almost always traded worse. I finally recognized that and stopped. And I started a process of analysis that is more like the kind of straight forward analysis you are describing above. It's not a secret. I'm finding now that I had some crappy ideas, beliefs, misunderstandings that caused problems... exactly like you are saying. They somehow kept me from doing the obvious and practical process you are describing. It is really puzzling in hindsight. And I'm not claiming to have worked all of them out. However, listening to Douglas is helping me see a whole package and some priorities from his point of view. I can get that it is not your kind of thing, and not something many might be interested in.

Once I had the process of observe, back and forward test, sim and live trade with my stats carrying across from step to step (and if not, going back and figuring out why)... I actually & finally could make a real plan. But I discovered that I still screwed up at times, especially when I was tired, in ways that didn't make sense. The more I actually trade a plan, it kind of makes me learn about myself... right now I'm realizing beliefs and misunderstandings I've had about trading, probabilities, order flow, whatever -- and ways to correct them.
 
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Part of us think it deficiency in the approach / methodology - deficiency in validating the approach / methodology

Part of us think it a deficiency in trading the approach / methodology consistently (absolutely zero deviation)


The back and forth is getting J no closer... and likely confusing the shit out of things (do this.., no do that..., try this..., no try that)

My personal desire is to see him successful - period

So to that end


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J,

Please clear this crap up Sir

In your opinion:

Is your approach / methodology viable - or not..., does it require additional dissection to make it so

or...

Do you trade your approach / methodology - consistently (absolutely no deviation).., or not

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If..., in your opinion - it a combination

Then we need to separate.., distinguish..., and focus on..., one..., or the other

Fix that first - then focus.., and fix - the other


The goal is to get you trading consistently..., ultimately successfully - fuck what we think

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This circular bullshit is making my head hurt - more importantly - it getting J no closer


I have much respect for each of you.., and your contribution's in the thread - but damn let's get on the same page

J..., tell us what page that would be - please

RN
 
RN,

Back at you in the a.m.

I was writing up a response to cut and paste and will finish tomorrow. Short answer. I think my beliefs are fine. Just need a couple specifics in the plan to iron out.

The other day there were two trades where I was long exited and should have reversed but instead stayed flat. I know in the past I've made that flip with out hesitation. That got me thinking, why ??? Why did I miss that ? Is that a belief issue ? I don't think so. The times I've progressed as a trader is when I figured out these plan specifics. Certainly others may disagree or have a different experience.

Actually i think that answers it pretty well. Will review my answer in a.m.

Kind of a crazy day. "Life" interrupted my plan for hours of study. Things returning to normal. Now some quality time with the wife. Might watch some episodes of "Frasier" on Netflix :)
 
If I remember right you said you used Douglas's books for door stops. And here I'm quoting him.

You are completely practical Handle, and I agree with you... especially in that your analysis sets you free to just do what you say above.

I had training as a scientist, yet somehow the analysis I was doing was actually making me worse. I think I'm beginning to understand why... and when Jas asked me about how some of the above posts affected my trading my plan, entries, exits... I replied that those are not directly what all those posts above (that would scare off a new trader) are about.

I can't speak for Jas, but when I used to do bar by bar analysis... I almost always traded worse. I finally recognized that and stopped. And I started a process of analysis that is more like the kind of straight forward analysis you are describing above. It's not a secret. I'm finding now that I had some crappy ideas, beliefs, misunderstandings that caused problems... exactly like you are saying. They somehow kept me from doing the obvious and practical process you are describing. It is really puzzling in hindsight. And I'm not claiming to have worked all of them out. However, listening to Douglas is helping me see a whole package and some priorities from his point of view. I can get that it is not your kind of thing, and not something many might be interested in.

Once I had the process of observe, back and forward test, sim and live trade with my stats carrying across from step to step (and if not, going back and figuring out why)... I actually & finally could make a real plan. But I discovered that I still screwed up at times, especially when I was tired, in ways that didn't make sense. The more I actually trade a plan, it kind of makes me learn about myself... right now I'm realizing beliefs and misunderstandings I've had about trading, probabilities, order flow, whatever -- and ways to correct them.

I said I never learned anything from Douglas, had learned much before reading his book or pain felt from losing, Van Tharp manuals I used as door stops. I still have Douglas book in storage but burned Tharp's manual and Brooks book. No sense in keeping books I can't understand or believe in the writer. By all means if you believe in an Author and it helps you.

I have always had students do little bit differently in doing bar by bar analysis, had them define, give it a name, so going through entire day of one minute bars, you can come up with 50 names of bars, so would spend entire month doing 8 hours a day on same chart to come up with names for each bar, then they would go back in time to look for same bars to see patterns, at time they were doing this, ALL said it was waste of time and didn't understand why they were doing it, but slowly they saw reasons that some bars have high degree of repeating when they are within a pattern and many bars have no percentage of working or not working. Especially when they are in chop and comparing volume in chop. It is like building a 110 story building, everyone wants to put up the flag on top floor, but if you have no clue on the whys of each floor in relationship to next floor or floor 30 floors below, maybe you can't have a 50 feet flagpole and only 20 feet.

Can you run up 30 flights of stairs as fast as first story as the last story? Same when trading, stress kills off your energy fast, so when you get tired, you can't memorize as well. I put all I can in hour for ES, by end of that I am tired and time to walk away.

**For me, I rather have an outstanding well back tested Trading Plan that I put my faith in than concentrating on the why I don't have faith in my Trading Plan and don't know what to do next or why I am losing after doing well in morning.
 
That is the tread... alas... here is just a small part of what I've written to myself based on it...


In the 4th post zbestoch quotes:

"Trade a simple trading system with well-defined entry and exit points. Make a commitment to trade this system exactly according to the rules. You need to make a very strong commitment here and not play any games with yourself. The object of this exercise is to work through any resistance you may have to following your rules ...Your objectives are to (1) learn the skill of flawless execution by learning that you can follow the rules you set forth for yourself (I am defining 'flawless execution' as executing a trade immediately upon perception of an opportunity; inclusive within opportunity is the opportunity to exit a losing trade) and (2) to incorporate a belief into your mental system about the nature of probable outcomes so that you believe you can make money in the long run with your trading system, if, of course, you can execute it properly." From Mark Douglas, The Disciplined Trader


Alpha, I rewrite as an experiment in what I believe, or might believe, to be:

Trade a simple trading system with well-defined (detailed guidelines) entry and exit points. Make a commitment to trade this system exactly according to the detailed guidelines. You need to make a very strong commitment here and not play any games with yourself. Your objectives are to (1) learn the skill of flawless execution by learning that you can follow the rules you set forth for yourself (I am defining 'flawless execution' as executing a trade immediately upon perception of an opportunity; inclusive within opportunity is the opportunity to exit a losing trade. Do not wait for multiple confirmations for an entry – take it when it happens – when you see the opportunity. If your plan calls for pre-placing orders at points by thinking ahead do so immediately on perception of an opportunity.) and (2) to incorporate a belief into your mental system about the nature of probable outcomes so that you believe you will make money in the long run with your trading system, if, of course, you execute it properly." If you have the second belief, it goes to you will do it. That you can do it you learn in sim. That you will do it you learn live trading. From Mark Douglas. The Disciplined Trader.
To follow your detailed guidelines exactly, you have to have them detailed enough (yet simple enough) that you can.

……………….Alpha, these are not final thoughts but more stream of consciousness responses; thinking about how I have or might apply the information at the level of trading I am at.



The final interview in the 20th post I posted my notes in Jas’s threat here a few days ago. But just my re-write of it as best as I can internalize it currently. Post #1923.



My personal notes on the above continue, and include some other things with:

So to stay objective… as soon as you place your order… assume the trade becomes 50:50 – anything can happen. It will work or it won’t. Believe that at that point if you leave your stop at 10 – 15 ticks (or a reasonable place about that much, also considering volatility), scale out one lot at the same, and let other lots run (because you can never know how far it will go): you are in fact limiting your risk and taking a greater reward: so believe you will make money in the long run as you work your trading guidelines… trading them flawlessly and objectively because your expectations after you place your order no longer have the force of expectation within them, with the associated fears and self judgement if expectations are not met. You can be present objectively with what is; what you see, not what you think (or were thinking); it will work or it won’t. As soon as you put on a trade it’s a probability game at that point and has no correlation at all to why you entered.



Post #29 NoD quotes: "So when I get a signal from my methodology, at the most fundamental level what this is telling me is that the odds are in my favor that somebody is going to come into the market (this is what the pattern means) and bid it higher than here if I bought or offer it lower than here if I sold. That’s all that it’s saying. Now they’re either gonna come or they’re not, and so as a result I don’t look at this as being a ‘right’ or a ‘wrong’; I look at this as ‘How much distance am I going to give the market to move away from my entry point to tell me that they’re either going to come or they’re not, and any further is not worth the cost of finding out.’"

……….This is an amazing quote. It totally changes my emotional energy around where and why I put my stop. A stop is just the space I give for others to come in with the signal I saw. This has to do with our understanding of what ‘order flow’ is… it is people stepping in or not... in response to the signal I see or anything else they may be seeing.


Chuck Krug in post #37 has led me in many paths… these are a few random sampling of my thoughts:

We have to be rigid in our rules and flexible in our expectations. We need to be rigid so that we gain a sense of self-trust that will protect us in an environment that has few boundaries. We need to be flexible in our expectations so we can perceive with objectivity what the market is communicating (abbreviated MD) becomes:

It’s 50:50 once you place an entry. So you don’t know what will happen… and have to watch and see. This is interesting, so patience in the sense of rejecting distractions is not needed… because without expectations each moment is potentially interesting. Not knowing is the fun part. We have to be rigid in our rules and flexible in our expectations. We need to be rigid so that we gain a sense of self-trust that will protect us in an environment that has few boundaries. We need to be flexible in our expectations so we can perceive with objectivity what the market is communicating (abbreviated MD). The flexibility is the fun part. You are free to immediately place your order, or pre-place your order, on perception of the signal.

Once you put on a trade, have No expectation… do not carry over thinking I’ve lost the last one so this one needs to win to balance it out… or I can take more risk now because I won the last one… It’s 50:50.

Once you put on a trade, have No expectation… The best traders stay in the flow (of immediately acting when they perceive) because they don’t try to get anything from the market; they simply make themselves available so they can take advantage of whatever the market is offering at any given moment.…don’t even try to get anything from the market. Take the middle of the swings; it’s OK. Be available for the middle of the swings… and the occasional runner; and the reversals at edges. I see a signal, I’m available (enter) with no expectation, not trying to get anything; I wait to see if anyone comes in to the signal (with a protective stop giving them as much room to enter as makes sense to me… mental or otherwise); if others enter I don’t know how far it will go so scale out.

Learning to accept the risk is a trading skill—the most important skill you can learn. The risk for each individual entry is 50:50 for Pete’s sake; but that makes all the difference.

It’s 50:50 once you place an entry. And even if it is truly 50:50 (over time my back testing can say it is 60:40 or whatever. So how long does it take to get some other ratio than 50:50? The number of trades you do in a day or a week? No… I choose to believe that with trading it takes hundreds; over more like 3 months than 1 -- SO why keep track of the P&L in my mind within one day? – I keep my losses limited and wins unlimited… so there is the edge. [And after all the work of the process, each entry is still just 50:50 – but the only way I improve as a trader is as I follow detail guidelines flawlessly… so my stats mean something… and become even more objective.] [And I have a bunch of information about the signals I look for to take a position based on my process and back testing… while the beliefs after I take a position are a separate bunch of info.]

It is only when you trade flawlessly that your live stats have any meaning.

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Alpha, I have a couple more pages of re-combining/expanding the quotes Chuck Krug gave. These are just passing thoughts for me. But at some point I’ll sit down and distill them, see what is practical for me.
Hope the above is not to confusing. It is a work in progress. You can see where I'm kind of grinding it out and seeing how concepts apply in various ways, or not.
Then I will get to that place where I say "I believe..."

@Hooti first off, THANK YOU for taking the time to posting this extensively. Your effort was very much appreciated.

Your post is very insightful with some bigger than golden nuggets hidden within. A lot of people that want to pursue a career in trading focus a lot of time and effort in creating a plan. A training plan is very important. However, in my humble opinion, learning how to manipulate your mind, is a unique skill that most cannot achieve. The reason for this is very simple. Most people believe they ARE their mind, when in reality the mind is nothing but another organ/extension attending to the physical body. Just like your hands and legs can be manipulated for various tasks,so does your mind have to be manipulated to perform how YOU want it.

Trading is a psychological based profession. Control your mind and you control the market.

Keep on posting your beautifully dissected insights; they posses a very unique angle that most traders fail to look through.

Ty.
 
@Hooti
Trading is a psychological based profession. Control your mind and you control the market.

Keep on posting your beautifully dissected insights; they posses a very unique angle that most traders fail to look through.

Ty.


Thank you Alpha, I really appreciate your post. I know with absolute clarity that I am not my thoughts; interesting you would mention that.

I apologize for my part of the headache RN. I have a minor in psych and really liked taking psych tests. It’s been pointed out that less than 1 person in a thousand puts their world together the way I do. This just is, so I’m used to it (but I don’t think it usually gives people a headache! LOL). Will try to keep posting but be more on target… your point is important.
 
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So here's kind of a recap of where I'm at:

I've have studied my beliefs. I've seen how my plan did not necessarily match the realities of the market. So, I changed my plan. I've learned about my inner critic and how it impacts my feelings & response to mistakes , losses and wins. Then I learned to talk to it and calm it down. I've examined my beliefs on confidence vs arrogance and how that impacts my mindset. I've learned and thought about how self-image always equals performance. I've examined and still examine why I move my targets and the beliefs around that. It's all helped make me a better trader.

But the things that seem to have had a greater impact as far as progressing have been when I studied my plan and made sure I really understood it. Was I missing entries because of a belief about fear or uncertainty of outcome ? Maybe partly, but mostly it was unclear rules. So I made sure I revised and wrote out and knew exactly what I was looking for and the triggers that would signal entering. That's the starting point for Douglas' exercise on trading an edge like a casino. Clear objective rules.


As I said previously, some of my context analysis was intuitive. Now that i'm trying to make my trading consistent and boring i'm over thinking it. So i'm thinking I might need clearer context rules. There's also the thought that sometimes I just need to make my best analysis, pull the trigger and let the management rules take care of it. Yes, I see the contradiction. Will be interesting see how it resolves. Actually I don't think it's that difficult a fix.

As far as stats, I do have them by set up type on my actual results vs if I'd strictly followed my management/exit rules. Both have shown an edge. I have not done the record keeping recently as I've mentioned previously.

I'll be on SIM next week. Will do an update likely at end of week.

O.T. Our 14 year dog will probably be spending her last day with us on Tuesday. That's dog #2 since I've started this journal. Yeah, I need to get my shit together and wrap this up.
 
Our 14 year dog will probably be spending her last day with us on Tuesday.

Losing a Family member - My heart goes out to You and your Family


I'll be on SIM next week.

It going to be a tough week.., regardless - prepare diligently.., and deliberately

Routine..., consistency..., discipline - is the goal


I apologize for my part of the headache RN. I have a minor in psych and really liked taking psych tests.

Mkt is the ultimate psyc test - pass it - you can teach the damn class..., and the instructors.., and the counselors

As for apologizing - absolutely no need My Friend - this your journey - it goes where you say

Just trying to ensure we're on the same path..., at the same intersection..., headed in the same direction - as YOU


RN
 
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