There won't be a better game for a struggling trader than today, and this is the kind of game you have to score big on. Yet once again I struggled and did not have a single bullet up until 11AM, and had to barely (and I mean it) squeeze into the black in closing seconds.
With two games left, all I can say is, right now, I am not a legit contender, I truly feel like a newbie with the way I have traded and my numbers YTD are nothing short of embarrassing.
Mrs F, after blew a solid start and down as much as 1K earlier in the month, now beat her last January's numbers with a 8K monster game today, for a total of 15K YTD. Two great bullets (and it was like shooting ducks in a barrel today), held for 2 points a piece, smooth ride.
Ok, so I said I won't be putting up any bullets for a while yesterday. The best performing trader on my team, the only one positive YTD, the master of bottom picks, is up close to $3000, trading just 500-700 share positions, GOING ONLY LONG!!!!!!!!!!!
And my stats for the day, 9400 shares each way on 5 of 12 shooting, +339 before commissions, +$4.48 after, 2 bullets.
For my entire career I have never been able to hold a full position for 1 point as long as there is at least a quarter point wiggle. This, coupled with poor shooting this month, is holding me scoreless, as my ability to come back from bad open's is about zero.
My confidence is so shot that I was actually thankful that I didn't lose money on a day like this, and this is only my second back-to-back win of the month.
No major surgery is needed, a look at the past a few games I definitely had the right ideas, I went for the gap-and-trap of OSX on Friday, churned, Monday I didn't do it and it tanked silky smooth, I went for the home builder gap-and-trap two straight games and churned two straight games, I can almost bet that I wouldn't be shorting it the day it finally collapses.
Basically, any time I think of something and I do it, chances are it will be a choppy. When I think of something and I pass it up, it works wonders. It has been incredibly frustrating but it is part of the game.
SHUT UP AND PLAY. There is no other solution at this point.
Pre-Market: DHI beat earnings.
9:30: Took just 300 shares of LEN as I have seen those stocks ran up off the open too often, I know the sector was overbought and I was looking for a Tony Oz reversal. Brokers were strong and I went long MWD and stopped out for 15 cents, not the kind of stock I should be trading when I haven't been hot. I had to ask myself which way energy stocks will go and I went long on an oil reversal, made money in WFT but lost in DO/GSF, ended up losing just under $100 there. No big deal, but the wrong biase cost me the incredible XNG sell-off.
10:00: Consumer confidence numbers came out and market tanked promptly. No problem, I swear I have seen this script so many times, market tanks then bam retraces and chops . . . Only this time it ran a HARD sell-off and that definitely caught me off guard. I took a tiny long position in NSM when futures went to support level and got out immediately as the market fell. I had a choice of going short or staying put, I chose to stay on the sideline and there the big sell-off started . . . I took a very small short position in SPF and of course home builders were strong as rocks and I got just a quarter out. A small short position on PX and he broke out right before he tanked it. Was very upset and bulleted DHI and lost money after commissions as usual. I was trading so light and mentally I tapped out when Dow hit -150 and I said there is no way I am going to make significant money today, I didn't want to chase any shorts and bam it went down another 100 points.
1:30: Came back from lunch and my squad caught a big move in PNC (bought after the halt and it squeezed 3 points). I was so desperate I put up a bullet on it, I tried to short it at first around 57 and he squeezed me out to 57.3. Sold again at 56.80 and held for a 90 cents move with a tight stop. Of course this type of trading is totally foreign to me, my lack of pain tolerance makes it impossible to trade news stocks like the MVP on the squad does, I only did 200 shares and I ended up making very little after commissions. This is clearly not something I want to add to my game right now, as I have been totally out of my comfort zone.
3:00: Went short DHI again when I saw CTX came in hard, went long in CTX and got 30 cents when it bounced to hedge my risk, ended up losing 15 cents in DHI, of course both ran up into the close as the home builders would not give in today in the face of a 250 point sell-off.
Tommorrow I won't be shorting them, I think I will miss yet another big move but I am tapping out on those for now, at least from the short side.