I like your thought process. I also was looking at cars back when I couldn't afford them, I looked at what I couldn't afford and aimed for that number. But when I could afford them, instead of buying one I started looking at houses. Like someone once said, it's about the ability, not the object.
You must have one giant account to rely on such returns. I wouldn't pay too much attention on declining returns, it usually is a poor sign of performance. You probably have bullish bias that's why the returns are declining, therefore you might have zero returns during bear markets - and that's not the worst thing.
Thanks for the feedback. I'd be ecstatic if I can manage a 0% return in a bear market year and I'm working hard to make sure that is exactly what happens but who knows what will actually happen when it goes down. Hedges are never as linear as they appear to be so I'm always expecting the unexpected.