Quote from IronFist:
To make matters worse, I only trade 1 contract because my account isn't that big and I don't have a 100% mechanical, profitable strategy yet (which is something I need to feel confident trading larger size).
Yet you can see a few times when I went higher than 1 contract, like 4, or 9. That was me getting pissed that the market wasn't going my way and revenge trading to make up the loss. And I know that's like the worst thing you can do. But like I said, today was opposite day because I'm so pissed at not understanding how anything works.
And it worked.
wtf.