The FIRST you need to do is to stop trading the 30-yr futures. Many people think that since futures have high liquidity and long trading hours it means they are easier to trade. That is completely wrong.
Try looking at stocks instead of futures. If you read the Traders P/L thread you'll notice that almost every profitable trader is trading stocks.
Honestly though you'd be doing yourself a huge favor by just moving on. The vast majority of people are not successful traders, theres nothing wrong with that. Treat trading like a real business. Don't pour money down a black hole.
Try looking at stocks instead of futures. If you read the Traders P/L thread you'll notice that almost every profitable trader is trading stocks.
Honestly though you'd be doing yourself a huge favor by just moving on. The vast majority of people are not successful traders, theres nothing wrong with that. Treat trading like a real business. Don't pour money down a black hole.