Idk where to even start. I'm looking for advice, motivation, or similar stories. For a little context, I'm 25 years old turning 26 in November, I still live at home and am being supported by my family to pursue my goals of becoming a successful trader.
I've been trading full-time since June 2018 and 2.5 years part-time before that. Last year I traded 33million dollars and ended up with $7000 in losses, $2,249 from trades and $4,213 in commissions. My average green and red days are $300-400 I managed to get up $2500 in the first two and a half weeks this year. The fourth week I took an $1800 loss one day and the week after I took another $1600 loss. Fast forward to today and I'm down -2302 for the year and only $174 away from my account being locked out due to the PDT rule. Total over the last 3.5 years I am down $17,000. Im not focused on making the money back, I know that if I just become consistent then the money will come. I'm mentally in a rut right now due to my performance over the last 3 weeks and slightly "Burnt out" from showing up every day for the last 3.5 years and making no progress monetarily.
I planned on trading till June and if I was still struggling then I would switch to part-time and start working on real estate or something. However, nothing is more attractive to me than being a trader, the money and the time freedom make this my favorite career option in life.
If you were in my shoes what would you do? Do I fund my account and switch to paper trading for a week or two to get back in the zone? Do I lower my size to 100 shares and start with my back against the wall? Do I fund my account and go on a "vacation" while the funds settle to clear my mind? Or my least favorite option do I throw in the towel early?