Quote from dr. fill:
I'd be inclined to replace 'this Universe' with 'free will' but maybe our free will is based on some fundamental principle of randomness in this Universe.
This universe is the opposite of heaven.
This says we were free before.
What I mean by 'no choice' is...
Choice is relative to limits.
There are no limits about heaven.
Choice implies you can't have it all.
But heaven is all about having it all.
That's our Father's Will.
And our will is the same as His.
We would not be happy with less than everything.
It's our Father's Will that we be happy.
So it is ours also.
This universe is the idea that we can have another will.
It's not our Father's Will.
But it's really not our will either.
It's
another will,
in addition to our own.
Thus, it represents an attempt to have it all,
plus some more!.
This is clearly impossible, but hey, it makes a fun game.
Another will can't want everything, otherwise it would be the
same will.
What fun is that?
Therefore, another will must want nothing.
So it takes literally nothing, and, through some ingenious trickery, makes
something out of nothing!
Just like magic!
The mind does this by
deciding that there
is another will.
This is a 'judgement': a
tool in a fun new game.
Before this, there was no such thing as judgment.
It was a rather harsh judgment because it implies separation from God.
That's not true. But since when does this 'new' will care about truth?
The new little will is given a personality, so-to-speak, and becomes an alter ego.
It's really just a wish, like when a child makes a wish before blowing the candles out on the cake he wants.
The lights go out.
And with that wish, the concepts of birth and death were born.
The ego goes to work, busy as a beaver,
deciding what's what.
It's literally a machine.
The ego decides what, out of nothing, is something.
It then decides what, about something, is different, what has value, what it likes, what it does not like.
It starts with nothing, and calls it "energy".
It takes energy and makes forms out of it.
Whatever it does, it is the opposite of what God is.
The ego "does", God
is.
The ego is about action, God is about rest.
The ego thinks, God knows.
The ego analyzes, selects, grades, chooses, rejects, projects.
God extends and embraces all.
The ego gets, because it feels deprived.
God gives because He feels full.
The ego makes temporary forms. God creates eternal Spirit.
The ego changes. God never changes.
The ego is about beginnings and endings. There is no beginning or ending in God.
...You get the point.
Choice, decision, judgement...these are all similar.
Each implies that it's possible to lose, depending on if the choice is 'right' or 'wrong'.
This conjures up the concept of fear.
Fear arises as the mind goes back and forth between what is true and what is false.
Fear is the shifting of allegiance between true and false.
Both cannot be held in mind simultaneously,
so the mind goes back and forth as it attempts to hold both.
This causes a conflict which causes the mind to "fall" because...
"A house divided against itself cannot stand".
Energy is the oscillating vibration of fear.
And out of energy the ego builds it's entire anti-creation.
It literally builds it out of a consciousness of fear and guilt.
This leads to attack, leading to an angry explosion (Big Bang(s)),
leading to a world where everything is divided/fragmented,
where everything is attacking everything,
and where everything has a beginning, and eveything has an end.
This all results in a state of mind in which will is 'lost' and 'imprisoned'.
It's all very logical and step by step.
Our real will is free.
So our false will must be a slave.
Yet, only the Son of God has power to imprison himself.
Should he overcome the ego, he can free himself.
The question is, can he overcome the ego?
I proved that it's possible to overcome the ego, and therefore overcome the world.
The idea which led to the making of the ego came by random chance.
It came as a tiny mad idea wandering about through heaven, quite by chance.
As it was begotten, so the ego begets.
Begotten out of the idea of separation, the ego makes everything by separating everything.
Begotten out of random chance, it includes chance within the slavery known as 'fate'.
The secret to freedom is to
stop choosing.
This is what is really meant by the 'last judgement'.
Judge not.
Not because you should not. But because you cannot and remain your Self.
God does not judge. Neither does the Son.
Judge, and an illusion of Self must substitute itself for who you are.
That is the ego.
'Know thyself' instead.
Jesus