I am trying to help you by making you realize your problems, I am not frustrated...consider this a service. Either you are not capable of learning (shown by the fact that NOTHING in your 4000+ posts shows any improvement in the past 3 years) or you're trolling. Which is it?
I hope my questions don't upset you, I am just asking....please, don't get mad....I am just asking...trying to help...you...
If you are up a hundred fifty bucks or so, switch over to sim mode for the remainder of your trades. No more "Ahhh I had to just get one more in and soybeans bit me hard" posts.
You've said yourself that you have another job, so you dont need to use trading profits to live on. The name of your game right now needs to be capital preservation and learning.
Even after being made aware that you are a spoof personality, a figment of some clever persons imagination, someone who is just playing with our minds, there are still some trying to help.