Quote from traderNik:
There are a lot of storytellers around here, but you sound like you may be on the level. IMO, if this is your actual performace, it could be a lot worse. You may have come through the toughest part intact.
Something that I resisted doing for a long time is keeping a detailed trade log. If you don't already do this, you will be amazed at what you see when you do it for a while then look back on your trades. You will never get a better education about yourself. Most guys won't do this because of ego or because they can't be bothered. When I say trade log I mean full printouts of charts/screens at entry, written reasons for entering the trade, write down your stops as you enter the trade, write down your exit details.
I realize that if you're scalping, this is hard to do, but if you're scalping you can do all of this after the close. It doesn't sound like you're doing tens-hundreds of trades a day though, so this should be doable.
Seeing my own behaviour mapped out made me go 'Whoa... now why in the hell did I do that?'
Thanks, what you said makes alot of sense, I'll give it a go.