in the 80's there was a show,ripley's believe or not,we used to call it believe or fuck off, who cares enough to disprove it,you need to ignore the posts here,ignore your own self tittlilating jail of an ego , and go as everyone before you,1 step at a time, if a billion or 10 is in the cards,time will tell, but without very hard work and honest assumptions ,its all a delusion, think of all the lives NASA would have wasted not being able to tell the difference between bullshit and the truth, i think they used math as a zero common denominator, what is your zero denominator,that which separates b.s. and zero...good luck...you rpositive attitude is a plus, i think einstien tried to invent the lite bulb 1000 times, without his positive attitude , we would still be using candles,just dilute your thoughts with evidence