as soon as u have size on your trades they take much more significance and u won't feel the detachment u experienced with one lot anymore, this is deeply rooted in our psychology, u need to have a pathology affecting your brains to ignore a pos going against u or to take huge risks: we are simply not design for that, our instincts tell us to preserve capital...that's your goal isn't it?....preserve and accumulate capital. U realize there's a huge conflict of interests within our inner wishes of compounding and the reality of risking all of the capital meant to be compounded and that this might prove to be a huge obstacle, don't u?