samekhan,
I feel your pain. You are battling your unrealized verses your realized loss. Asking for help from an experienced trader and premising it with that your just trying to exit at BE or at a profit should motivate a charitable trader to help you as you are seemingly desperate.
Each trade stands on its own. Each day is a new day. Going through the horror of trying to make up losses can skew your judgment and change the way you trade.
ES
P.S. These are your trades and there is no magic here. You got yourself into this mess and the best help that I can do is to help you get out of it yourself. This could be embarrassing for you but we must do this publically on this thread. Other traders more experienced than I can chime in. Please post your trades.
P.S.S. Your need to carry your unrealized and make future trades that are profitable to offset the loss....does not mean what the Forex community labels as hedging...going long and short in the same instrument is not hedging and quite wasteful. You must understand that you might need to reverse some of your trades by exiting and locking in your loss
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