OK. A few a couple of things have happened regarding my trading. I made a couple trades that I do not feel bad about. Iâd like to say it was because brilliance but a lot of it comes down to dumb luck. Secondly I have learned about myself in this area. I know there is a separate forum here on psychology, but this plays an important part.
I searched for stocks that had very high implied volatilities. Played around with some different scenarios on the software I am using and I found one â KCI July puts. I sold a July Short strangle. The stock was trading about 40. Specifically I sold 50 July 45 calls and 50 July 35 puts and bought 50 July 60 calls (My level trading does not allow complete uncovered calls). Now I know this is a risky trade. I would get maximum profit if of course if the price ended up in between 35 and 40, and breakeven about 2 to 3 points in each direction. They were overpriced. Looking at the recent prices they were flat and the model was showing a very low probability of the price falling even beyond the two strike prices.
But, I thought this is naked on both ends. There is no way or predicting if the underlying would exceed be above or below the respective strikes. Anything can happen and I shouldnât rely on a model alone regarding the prediction of future prices. It simply can happen, has happened and people have been wiped out. So, I made sure that my trade would not exceed my financial means to cover the short options with a respective buy or short sale of the underlying depending on which way the stock went. I didnât have the cash in the account I trade options in. But, I had it available and could move it immediately. I figured I had 5 point each way to make a transaction to cover if it looked like it stock would rocket or nose dive. So, I made the trade.
Then I got to thinking. The volatility chart on this stock is unlike anything I ever seen. Implied volatility was going through the roof. Even though I researched the underlying, somewhat there was nothing to show me that there was anything amiss. So I looked more carefully. There was. The company Kinetics Concepts is in a patent infringement lawsuit with another company. Merrill analysts think KCI will win. But win or lose, the stock is predicted to rise or fall substantially. Not only that, the Jury could come back with a verdict by the end of next week which is Friday 7/21, the day before expiration. A lot of people on the Yahoo boards are fretting over the verdict, hoping it would come before the options expire, hoping it wouldnât come until after, hoping the plaintiff would win, or hoping the defendant would win and so forth.
So, I started to fret. At that point the stock hadnât moved that much and I could have got out of it with a reasonable loss. I went to all the books, I had on Options and looked again â short strangle strategies. Most said, it was a bad strategy. They donât recommend it. It is especially stupid with high volatility with a short remaining life of the option. I knew that. All the alternatives they discussed when it went bad, was to limit substantial ruin instead of complete ruin. But, none of them mentioned, what if you covered when it was going headed toward the strike. But, I figured out that they were talking about stand alone strategies. If you cover a call or a put, you no longer have a strangle, you are in a different strategy. I calmed down and decided to stay in the trade.
Well starting Thursday the stock started to go up. So, I bought 1400 shares on Thursday. Then in was clear on Friday the market thought Kinetics was going to win this case, because it really started to move. I covered it all. I transferred a lot of money to my trading account and bought 3600 more shares for a total of 5000. The stock was really moving I sold the shares, I sold the 60 put, bought back the 45 put, then sold it again and finally made sure I bought back the shares before the end of the day to cover the calls. All in all I have realized about $13,000. At close on Friday KCI traded at $44.65. If it moves up above $45 and stays above, I will make $20,000 more. If it begins to nosedive, I will have to act accordingly. It is not over yet and a lot can change fast.
Now for the psychology. I donât think I am brilliant. I think I am lucky â so far. And it is not over yet. Five days yet to go.
I have been advised to start small. But, honestly, I felt more comfortable with this trade than the last one for a lot less money I described. That is why I did it. I just felt comfortable with it. Also, I have been advised to paper trade and make small trades to learn. That is simply to boring to me. It doesnât hold my interest.
Specifically about the psychology, I was never good in buying and holding. I never had the patience to wait. So, I would trade and trade and nickel and dime myself with very small losses.
Also, you may not believe this, my primary motive in doing this is not for the money. I am doing it because it interests me. Very few things interest me. This does. I am somewhat how do you say, attention deficit. I am not making this up, it has been clinically diagnosed. Donât get me wrong, I want to make money! But, it is not what go me started. For example, three years ago, I moved to another city, took a $20,000 a year pay cut to take a job with more authority and responsibility, because I was bored with my other job. My friends thought and coworkers thought I was nuts, because I was in a job in which I had it made to a job that was a lot more stressful for less money.
OK. For those of you who have followed this long post to the end, your critique and suggestions about the trade certainly would be appreciated.