It's amazing I win a 140 points and I am beating myself up...
I have been accused of beating myself up by a few traders here, a couple of whom I have spoken with on the phone. I need to remember that I remember that they said that, because they are correct. I should not debase myself and shit upon myself when I have a loser, especially after a big winner.
It is self-destructive behavior, and I do it all the damned time. Ugggg!