Ripley, let me talk (post) to you like a trading brother and a fellow ET member.
I been working with guys helping to advance their trading for 2 years - ever since I entered a global forex trading competition and turned $5,000 into over $2,260,000
in 2 weeks - over 45,000% profit gain ending flat.
Trading is not for everyone.
You have to advance past losing. Most cannot.
Trading is highly psychological and to make it you've got to do major growth yourself as a person.
I think over 90% don't make it in trading. I think 100% don't make it in trading forex.
I made it. I don't know any others, maybe 1 other person.
There are MANY things you can do in life besides trade and earn a good living.
If I had my way, I wouldn't trade: And I typically make over 1500-points profit
a week (live acct) trading currencies, the most difficult and complex trading market in the world. I've lost
very rarely. And when I have they have been
small losses - recouped in a few days.
Last loss I had was 0.04% of my acct cap. The next week I made over 1% of my account cap.
I'd be a writer. I'd be a comedy writer. A stand-up comedian. I'd do other things besides trading if I could.
I'd rather live in a fantasy world with rose-color glasses on instead of having to constantly look at a suffering and miserable world then have to make trades to profit based on other people's Hell.
I enjoy working with comedy structures and set-up more than I do trading structures and set-ups. I'd rather make people laugh instead of trading the cold, miserable, cruel world of pain.
So there is no dishonor by leaving this profession and getting into another.
I think that MOST people who THINK they are cut out for trading are actually not.
They end up being carried out.
Don't be one of them.
(but if you do decide to keep trading and maybe trade currencies, let me know what you're trading so I can get on the other side of your trade and bag your money when you die.

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Sam