there are no guarantees. I have this fear that i will spend all this time learning and then not be able to trade profitably.I would think the reward for learning to trade well, (that is, being able to plop yourself down in front of a computer anywhere and be able to make significant money for the rest of your life) would be motivation enough to keep the learning "interesting".
you're ridiculousDo yourself a favor and go to beauty, or cooking school. The fact that you’re asking this question guarantees failure in the trading business. No offense