The forex market was not geared to wrong side you. Your "ego issues" and impatience result in poor trading decisions and the negative results probably cause you to feel that the market is purposefully trying to wrong side you.
As a beginner I was a counter-trend trader (expecting a reversal because I believed price ran "too high" or dropped "too low"). This strategy could work quite well for quite some time, but if a trader is too attached to his/her beliefs about concepts like "too high", "too low", "it's due to reverse", "overbought", "oversold", it can result in huge losses, often right around the level where price actually does reverse significantly.
If you're not experienced enough to understand what's more likely to happen when certain price levels are crossed, or you have as you say "ego issues" and impatience in waiting for clarity in the market, it will absolutely feel like the market is "watching" you and doing its best to screw you.
Hi Nodoji
Thanks for your reply! To be a trader I've found most people have had some sort of issues to overcome to make it and come get to know themselves very well if they've any intentions of making it, some more so than others it takes all sorts to make a world and one of the reasons I think the success rate is so low, I've no problem now being honest with myself or anybody else and admitting past issues , I've no ego to protect anymore not that my ego was big in the first place but there none the less, which I see all over these boards all the time but it sounds like you've not had such problems to deal with which is great, do you trade full time? I just mentioned in another thread actually that I'm currently a full time trader
'Geared to wrong side you' Yes I was probably a bit naughty and vague and I understand your reply, but I'm not going to go into this to deeply as I've spent a long time studying and i'm not prepared to give too much away, there's many ways to skin a cat in this market whether its structure ratios and measures (which I still use) or MAs and I'm not going to knock anybody for trying just because they trade different than me...
My approach now is probably nothing like most here which is a positive for me,I'm talking about how a market actually works, briefly and without giving too much away I look for who's available at which prices and who is doing the buying or selling and whether its buying to open or buy to close , (many here don't even know about or understand this extremely important part of the process) what is the style of the participants, who is available and how are future moves to be fueled? What are the triggers to (persuade) own or disown etc etc what is the current price action trying to achieve ? you probably don't need to understand or think about any of this to make money but for me to gain this context just takes a minute...