I don't trade futures trend following, but my understanding is that such strategies (at least if long term like the Turtles) tend to lose frequently and occassionally have the big win. If that is the case you may need the confidence and patience to wait for the big trend. But if as mentioned earlier, you are down while most trend following CTA's are up, then you may need to look closer at your strategy. Have you tested it to see how it performs historically?