Quote from Swan Noir:
Are you suggesting he does not need a flux capacitor? No one is impressed by even 500 years of experience if we need the Rosetta Stone to figure out WTF he is talking about. I'm not suggesting he is a bad man just not a very good wizard. And, if you set yourself up as a wizard, you better be pretty damn good at wizadry!!
I do have a well developed vocabulary and set of precise definitions for the "language of the markets".
I agree that I am not a CW oriented trader. On the otherhand, I have spent considerable time deelpy delving into the market's system of operation.
I am vey satisfied with my lifetime results. Others of professional note do understand that what I do is rigourous. I do not expect the SEC nor IRS to understand what they have done to attain the mistaken profiles they have generated.
What is impossible for conventionally minded people, happens to not be impossble for me and those who trade using my methods.
I do take money out of the markets. Since I do not need more than a certain amount, I pass forward capital to those who work on the cutting edge to solve problems for others who are in need.
The OP has said his thead is NOT about me. He needs help as he says. He is in fear and anxiety as he displays. Probably, he could reason. He should read how Greenspan is going through reconstucting his life's shortcomings. The OP is recongnizing, that his mind is telling him something is amiss. Greenspan sat down as stated over. He also wrote a book about his current struggle.
Pete Peterson is a colleague of mine. As an ex CEO of Lehman, he has spent a lot of time supporting the work of others. Dave Walker (ex head of GAO) works with Pete to carry ou the day to day stuff. In many ways it is just as difficult to sort out giving money away as it is making the money.
There is nothing gained by being unpleasant about any of this stuff. I'm used to people chiding me. Most think I speak in gibberish. This post is not sophisitcated nor technical; maybe you can understand it.