If you trade 2 contracts you can lose twice as much - agree?
You want to set a daily target in a market where BIG corporations spend millions and millions of dollars to develop automated trading to take minute profits every few seconds - are you really sure you want to take on these people with a few textbooks and a few dollars in your account!
And now you are talking about being down 12 points in a day!!!!!!!!
What might help you, is, think of a river, and how water can not flow up, but can meander in and out of all the crevasses as it finds its way down to the ocean.
This is not a futures chart, but it is close enough to give you an idea of what you might be better off looking at, as I have no idea what you are looking at now to come up with throwing away 12 ES points per day to the real professionals - for, the ES is their home ground and they don't think twice about beheading the small little retail traders who decide to pay madame guillotine a visit
Hope this helps you come to your senses?
As for bad days - never let them happen, every day is a trading day - win or lose!
J_S
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