I normally don't remember much of anything good that comes along --ever bout money, and only reason I remember my first $10,000 plus day was in Soybeans in my first year trading Futures, and even then I didn't get excited or fun, I do remember I puked half the night LOL. I didn't know much and dumb broker I had and paid more for commissions was supposed to help me with trading, he knew less than I did. I kept adding more contracts, then hit the highs and three limit down days, had built up account from $5,000 to 105,000 in late spring to July. End of the 3rd day was able to get out on close and lost $110,000, I remember each day I was staring at TV screen and watching the ticker showing -30.00 on beans, those rotten beans LOL. I was suicidal for like 3 months after. Yeah, thinking what a dumb ass I was, didn't know anything about
@Xela spoke of in her earlier post on percentages, I was lucky not to make mistake put the orders in. Don't even think
@Xela was born yet.
I use to get mildly amused of new account highs, but lot that desire long gone, I just lost value of money in 2000-2001, have what thought enough for my lifetime and wasn't even in trading, was in real estate and mortgages getting paid off in Chicago. Never had million winning days in scalping or day trading yet, have though in long term trading, but often next day rally ensues and that was erased. Have had million plus losing days in scalping/day trading, but I expect that as I average down, it is a cost of trading when system is wrong or more like cycling wrong.........Been playing the game long time, profitable/losses just stopped mattering, I only concentrate on getting losing percentages even lower, what can I do to get drawdowns lower, I study now 12-16 hours on being small. Still have retail accounts in some of trading and other have seats. End of the year start a private hedge fund with my best friend, trying to save him from being physician all his life wiping other people's boils, LOL. I am looking forward to new chapter in life, cause baby it is flipping boring to trade after you get consistently profitable in automation. I think many get to a point in life where you think, "this was it, to get profitable"? Me helping my buddy really helping me. Seriously was thinking of just retiring from all of it and walk away from trading...