Hi
I started this thread because I find myself a very lousy trader when it come to discipline. It is easier to develop a winning system but following it is very difficult to me.
I had some success early this year(jan / Feb) but on mar 2003 I start to increase my contract size instead of cutting losses when I should have I double up or averaging down and suffer a serious drawdown for that month.
Apr and May 2003 I decide to follow my system every single signal. Both month I am up. Basically my system is straight forward it based on a entry for the day if you are in position you enter a stop loss if you are not stop out by the end of the day you exit. Basically all position is either stop out or exit at Market on Close.
I find that it work fine if I leave my MOC order with the broker as they execute for me. But if I had to execute the MOC order myself I had problem, if it is a winning trade I can execute it easily 2 - 5 mins before market close. But if it is a losing trade I would execute at the last 30 seconds.
On 6 Jun 2003. I had a short position (by the way I trade Asian Market) I was on a losing trade so at 15 seonds before closing I am hesistating by the time I execute the market has already close and I am left with a Short position overnight this is against my system, my system never hold overnight. Even thou Nasdaq is down 2% and Dow has a pretty bad day on Friday it will be in my favor when market open on the 9 Jun 2003. But I kick myself for breaking a rule in 2 months which I shouldn't have in the first place. If I had a winning trade I had no problem exiting 2 mins before closing but because it is a losing trade I hold till the last moment to exit.
Anyone has a similar experience? Any good psychology book out there that can help me? Any advice is appreciated.
Thanks for reading
I started this thread because I find myself a very lousy trader when it come to discipline. It is easier to develop a winning system but following it is very difficult to me.
I had some success early this year(jan / Feb) but on mar 2003 I start to increase my contract size instead of cutting losses when I should have I double up or averaging down and suffer a serious drawdown for that month.
Apr and May 2003 I decide to follow my system every single signal. Both month I am up. Basically my system is straight forward it based on a entry for the day if you are in position you enter a stop loss if you are not stop out by the end of the day you exit. Basically all position is either stop out or exit at Market on Close.
I find that it work fine if I leave my MOC order with the broker as they execute for me. But if I had to execute the MOC order myself I had problem, if it is a winning trade I can execute it easily 2 - 5 mins before market close. But if it is a losing trade I would execute at the last 30 seconds.
On 6 Jun 2003. I had a short position (by the way I trade Asian Market) I was on a losing trade so at 15 seonds before closing I am hesistating by the time I execute the market has already close and I am left with a Short position overnight this is against my system, my system never hold overnight. Even thou Nasdaq is down 2% and Dow has a pretty bad day on Friday it will be in my favor when market open on the 9 Jun 2003. But I kick myself for breaking a rule in 2 months which I shouldn't have in the first place. If I had a winning trade I had no problem exiting 2 mins before closing but because it is a losing trade I hold till the last moment to exit.
Anyone has a similar experience? Any good psychology book out there that can help me? Any advice is appreciated.
Thanks for reading
.. if only traders could get a similar one whenever we get a "bright idea" in the middle of a trade..