yeah. I see what you're saying.
I think the best thing I got out of my time there was going through different emotions.
Although I'm doing a different kind of trading, i'm don't really have to go through all the new emotions again. I remember when I put on my first trade for 3000 shares on Q and it went my way for 2 cents. I was thrilled, and my heart was pounding. My heart would pound everyday I got in even though I was watching paint dry.
Now when I'm playing around with GOOG, my heart isn't pounding at all. I even had my first FOMC the other day, and no extreme nerves/heart pounding like I had when I started at HLV.
Its funny how that works. I kind of actually enjoyed the emotions; it made work fun, despite watching paint dry.
Now i'm like a robot. But hey I guess its a different kind of fun.
Best of luck.