so the beast has returned in its full glory.
i'm angry and sulking. yes, i made 16K today, yes it was intense, and yes, i made the sums.
could it be that I don't know how to end my day. I mean to say: on days where intense concentration is demanded and given, my mind is sharp as a tack. and then *poof* market close time.
so, now this brain is all wired up and geared up for more, but suddenly i return to the mundane life. i start thinkin of my dead father, past failures, etc, and bum my self out.
it is perhaps why i have those sharp curves to the upside. when i'm focused and sharp. but as i get numb and dull, i start revenge trading. pushing myself back into the glumness of life.
how i yearn to be happy. but today, i'm very very sad.
i'll keep an eye on this and report later.