Quote from crash n burn:
blew up 7 times, making steady money ever since
the first 3 times i tried (more than 10 years ago), i made lots of money but then ended up giving it up and them blowing up the rest in a couple of months. clearly this was beginners luck, followed by typical slap in the face wake up call.
but the last 4 times was different. i.e one of the last ones i proceeded to blow up in fast and dramatic fashion -- i decided to put 100% of my account in front month ndx options bought at the close of a friday. on monday morning i was down 80%.
in another one, certainly the most memorable, i decided to buy the ES while it was plummeting and then averaged down many times. got killed before lunch time.
another time, i decided to sell short some FDAX otm calls to pocket the premium and ended up losing 65% of my account due to a huge DAX surge. btw, i only tried this once, so guess what are the odds...
also, 5 years ago i loaded on CTIC, a biotech that was about to reveal their phaseIII trials. i had otm calls, stock and some strangles with highly inflated IV's. lost about 70% of my account when the results were announced.
it was only two years go, when i found my "personal edge" and let go all the irrational gambling mentality, that my trading turned around and I am now consistently profitable. looking back i dont regret anything i did, but certainly understand why the vast majority fail at this. i had the fortune of being able to replenish my trading account many times over without disrupting my way of life and had the patience of a saint to wait until i finally figured it out.