Jesus what's with the "go get a job" posts, if this is something that you WANT to do and be good at understand that it is going to take time, probably years, and u still may not make it. If you are tenacious, or think that u can do it if someone else can, then stick it out. But if you put up money at this firm u should leave right away, $50 limits WTF?? If they are backing you that is different. If u are at RBS or whatever downtown once you feel that u have a grasp or are profitable u need to leave, and if you are at VCM you're already fu****.