Well,
I'm taking time out of the trading day to share some thoughts. The first thought, I suck. The second, I suck. I'm sure you can guess what the third is.
After a week last week, and the mounting pressures of my life...I feel defeated. My P&L right now is $39. I've spent maybe $60 making it. I've taken 7 flats today. I don't know what is wrong with me. I just want to trade and be good at it. I love the stock market. But I feel like I've exhausted all my options. I keep thinking to myself, "If you don't get good at this, you're a complete failure."
My father has threatened to throw me out of the house if I don't start making money soon. So the heat is on and my mind is so clouded that I no longer have faith in my judgement. Last night I prayed to God so that I could have the strength and courage to make it through this tough time.
I hope that I wake the fuck the up and make some good trades.....