Hey foible,
I've only scanned this thread, so if all this has been said before, I appologize.
I feel that a prop shop (I've worked in a few) serves a useful purpose, as long as you know what you're looking for. It's a great environment to get a head start on learning about markets, the terminology, execution, software, and some other basic stuff like TA and the different products that are available. As it seems you've discovered, it is not a good place to learn strategies. Most (again, imho) are tired, outdated or just plain unprofitable strategies that are designed to save the firms' butt. People around here were born on the NYSE floor, so they don't know what it's like to not know what a limit order is and so on. So, my soon-to-be-called-lame advice is to go in there with the mentality of just getting to know the environment. If you can, have a look around at what other people are doing to learn a few things that don't work.
Secondly, I don't think a mentor is going to be very fulfullling for you. I could definately be wrong about this, but I've looked for two in the past and both times I was very much surprised about what I found. Sure, both were fantastically successful (in my books), and both knew something that I now consider "the holy grail". What surprised me was what that was. They didn't have a system or technique that was different, what they knew was every tiny, intricate detail about the markets they traded in. Seriously. They knew the history, they knew the quirks in the software they used, they knew the hours and levels of every product they traded. They knew it all. Then they just learned to find the opportunities, which are always there. Now, as a caveat, I'm certainly not there yet, but I do believe that is the path I have to take.
Also, you mentioned you were in tech prior to this. I'd seriously consider leveraging that in any way you can to help you here. Traders with a programming background have an advantage over traders who don't (all else being equal).
Hope this helps,
- The New Guy
Quote from foible:
As with the last few days, I've made my money in the morning and frittered it away in the afternoon. I'm still too eager to get a 0.01 profit, and in so doing, letting the moves get away from me.
It's frustrating: if I'm long, I will have an offer at 0.01 above, so in the event of a big move up, there's no chance that I accidentally participate. In fact, it's very difficult to get it. But if it goes against me, I have to manually cover. That seems to mean that my profits are capped and my losses can move! I know that, sometimes, I need to let stocks move against me a bit so I'm not sure about how to control the downside, but I can definately control the upside.
In a move (as opposed to a consolidation), I will try to let the price move more.
Anyway, all my profits got eaten up in the afternoon. Again. Bleh.
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