Quote from drjekyllus:
What if you believe in God and not the True God? It is within reason to believe that you worship a false idol. Just face it Riskfreetrading, you are a bad person and you are going to hell when you die. You are going to hell buddy.
Believing in true God is an easy part. The problem is more not knowing what to do to gain the sympathy of God, and also avoiding sins.
As for idoltry, it is an easy part to deal with because anything that is known to humans or is/was in a creation-like form, is subject to time and/or creation, and therefore is/are not god because it/they is/are part of God's creation.
From your statement you seem to be either an atheist or a zionist, and if it is the case, I would worry if I were you in either case.
) But you my friend have to ask yourself why you would get enjoyment knowing they are suffering? I can only imagine you would get that enjoyment if you hate them.