Quote from fibotrader:
This is my first time to post here and per the title of the thread, I am about to give up. I have been reading Elitetrader for some time now but have never bothered to post.
Jai you have opened my eyes and my mind. Let me give you my background as to why I started to trade in the first place.
1. Late 1990's, we heard about stock trading, didn't know anything about it just heard it can make you some money opened a play money account, used Yahoo 15-minute delayed and Datek streamer, no knowledge on technicals nor fundamentals. We lost all the money. Didn't trade for 2 years.
2. Worked for a company that dealt with traders and was given a real time quote system. Was a little bolder now, wow, now I got real time quotes. Thought that was all I needed. Lost 90% in 3 years.
3. Attended seminars, learned about money management, trading plans, trading systems, paper trading, read books (Van Tharp, Pit Bull, John Murphy, Martin Pring, etc), signed up with subscription based email services and live updates on market movements, bought trading courses. Papertraded ES for 2 years. A little more sophisticated now, used fibonacci, pivot points, oscillators. Papertrading on 2 contracts showed I am making 4 points a day. (When did I start looking at futures? Somebody told me you can make $50 per 1 point......greed......)
4. Finally, decided to take a plunge, opened a futures account and followed my trading system. Lost 20% of my portfolio in 1 month. Out of 20 trades, I made money on 4. Suffice to say, I lost more than I made.
I have not traded for several weeks now. Maybe I should keep that 80% and just stop? For sure you would tell me - 'Change your trading system!'. Here it is:
- look at daily, 30, 13 and 3 minute chart. Entry on 1 minute
- entry on stochastic 8,3,3, macd 15, 30, 10 (for trend), exit on stochastic again. Must be above or below 9, 18 and 82 ma.
- volume ma should be above 50
-open interest must be greater than or equal from the day before
- first hour high, first hour low pivot points
-R1, R1, R3, P, S1, S2, S3
- fibonacci ret. extrentions per major and minor trends. Has to retrace to 0.618 for entry, on a cross doji and on a major S&R. Exit on 0.618 fib. extension.
-TRIN, VIX, TICK, COMPQ, MER, INDU values (trade or fade?)
I hate losing money. But with stocks and a cash account, you only lose what you buy. I thought I am sophisticated enough now to trade futures but losing 20% for just 1 ES contract, I can't risk putting my family in the poorhouse. I do use a 3 point stop. I get scared of the idea of a futures exchange being in a locked market ( did I use the right term?) and you can't close your position.
Or maybe I am trading the wrong security? I am now paper trading Russell, Mini Dow and Mini Nasdaq. Or just go back to stocks? Or trade stock options?
Or maybe I should position trade instead of day trade?
Change my trading platform? So many things to click on in J-Trader, I wish you can program your entry and exit and push 1 button only. I papertraded using Futures Trader but I didn't open an IB account so I wasn't able to use it for my futures account.
FEAR about uncertainty is my problem and I can't get around it. I better go back to my comfort zone - being an employee and getting a paycheck.
It is all up to me..................... Thanks for listening.