Originally posted by GATrader
Paul,when you put on these positions, do you find that your equity curve looks like a slow downtick or bleed punctuated by some BIG upswings due to homeruns on some of your positions due to long gamma OR can you thru scalping manage a positive slow upward curve consistently (i.e. make x number of dollars per week albeit small but at least positive) punctuated by a big homerun on some of the positions. I don't think my psyche can manage negative days 80% of the time punctuated by huge updays on a couple. Thanks
Nowadays, I don't even look at my equity curve because my personality doesn't like 80% negative days either. Let me explain:
I used to trade futures options on the floor. Premium selling does not suit my personality very well (I know, I know, I need to play both sides), so I was almost always long volatility. Some days, especially near expiration, my theta could cost me 5k or 10k per day. I know this may be chump change to some people, but 30k over the weekend is not my idea of fun. The futures may have moved enough to cover this loss, but my problem was that thinking about the cost of the theta influenced my gamma scalping, regardless of what the underlying was telling me. My option position was too large, needless to say. I liked the idea of being long volatility and coming in one day and have the futures open limit, but it never happened. One day when the futures took all day to go limit down , I was short volatility!!! LOL
Guess I got a bit carried away there....
What I do now is:
Form an opinion as to potential/probable moves in the underlying, keep my position size small, mostly let the deltas ride until I see major support/resistance, and don't look at the equity curve. Since I keep my position size small, I don't worry about losing my entire equity in the position, which is pretty unlikely, but possible.
This way, my small daily loss is manageable, and I manage to hit singles, doubles, and once in a while, a home run. But most importantly for me, the small daily loss doesn't influence my scalping/hedging decisions nearly as much as when I was on the floor with huge positions.
The best thing I ever did was to get rid of the P/L column on my trading screen.
HTH