You trade way too big buddy. Not a question of "if" you will blow up, only question is "when".
You traded 15,000 shrs of $7 stock with an accnt balance of just over $30,000 (actually considering your loss the other day your accnt is probably closer to $26,000). That is insane.
Also, you are not honoring your stops.
And you aren't scaling out of your winners.
So, lets recap....You trade way to big, you don't let your winners run, but you do let your losers run. Those are three mortal sins when it somes to trading. You appear to have some talent for trading, but you won't last doing the above.
Instead of thinking about the money, set up a point system. Give yourself + pts for the following:
*Taking all trades that meet your criteria
*Honoring stops
*correct position size
*scaling out (find a method your comfortable with)
*etc
Give yourself - pts for the following:
*trading impulsively
*not taking trades that met your set ups
*Not honoring stops
*Trading too big
*Implusivley closing winning trades
Nearly every trader I have met has had a real struggle with taking loses. It all boils down to "being wrong" and we are raised to not be wrong. Taking a loss is just part of the game. You need a mental mechanism for dealing with the pyschological aspects of this.
Anyway, I wish you luck and look forward to following your progress. Don't give up.