I made one post and we are already on page 6, LOL. Thanks for the encouragement from some, and from the rest, well... let's see what I can do! I know that my $1M goal seems preposterous.
I may fail spectacularly; I admit it. Catastrophic destruction would be nothing new. I earned 6 funded accounts between OneUp and Leeloo in the past two years and blew them all up. But they helped prepare me for what I am doing now.
Today was a challenging day for most traders. I only ended UP about $60. It really sucks. I don't know for sure the final net total until AMP sends the statement and subtracts the fees.
Regarding the challenge of the day-- I was mainly a bear in my "infancy," for the first 10 years of trading. The last four, the market has been on a real rocket ride because of the idiotic and short-sighted fed. "BTFD" is not lost on me. I wish I had been "born" a bull - I would have made a killing. But alas, I am now a pure contrarian, and the huge down action to got me bullish today, but a bit too soon. I got some good shorts early and some good longs later, but some mush in the middle, LOL.
I don't have to time nor desire to address all the points raised in previous posts in one sitting, but know the following:
(1) I have been trading futures since 2006, and have paid my dues, losing more money in the first 4 years than I care to post. But it was way over $100k. I have learned a lot since then.
(2) As per my first post in my first ET journal (see the link in post 1), I came in 13th out of 1400 entrants in July of last year on the CME micro challenge. That was not an accident. I've got a few tricks up my sleeve. Yes, I do have an edge (I believe).
(3) I still struggle to keep all my own rules - hence the journal. Yes, all of you guys are helping me by simply being here - so thanks!
(4) I am a discretionary-only momentum scalper. I will discuss my methods and start posting trades very soon.
(5) I scalped mainly YM and NQ before the micros came out. I had many days with 10+ trades at $50 each. I earned the name "YM Slinger." But I blew lots of small accounts after the initial big loss. Once the micros came out I have done much better with risk management. With the micros, I traded MYM and MNQ. Then Coronvirus smothered the world and the MES was the only sane thing to trade because of the crazy spread on the MYM and MNQ.
(6) I trade all four of the micro index futures (MES, MNQ, MYM, M2K), and I generally take the two strongest long or the two weakest short, depending on the trend.
(7) I love to trade range conditions. Most traders get chopped up in ranges, but this is actually where I make most of my money. Ironically, trend days are harder for me!
(8) I am trading a max of one micro per $1000 in the account. With just under $7k in the account, I currently am permitted to have a maximum of six open micros.
(9) With six micros, I probably have two micros on each of three positions. I like to spread the moves across two or three instruments and close them out when in profit.
(10) The main purpose of the journal is to help me scale up gradually with each $1000 added to the balance. So with $10k, I can trade 10 micros OR one mini. But because of the distribution, I will probably trade with three or four contracts on each of three positions.
(11) When the account gets to $15k, I can trade 15 micros or one mini and five micros. I don't know yet what I will do. When I get to $20k, then I can trade two minis if I want.
(12) Yes the commissions on the micros SUCK big time. But they are simply a temporary means to an end. I won't be here long - I hope. But know this; I don't mind paying commissions. And as long as I end net positive for the day, I don't mind paying LOTS of commissions! This will be hard for some to grasp, but it is true. When I get to the mini's things will improve. At some point I may talk with AMP about a volume discount.
(13) I think discretionary trading is mostly a mental game. And the gradual 2% average growth outlined in these pages is very intentional. It is slowly building my mental trading muscles. I can see that taking stops on (future) big losing positions will be hard. I can barely do it now!!! But I see no other way to reach the level of 5 or 10 or 20 contracts than to go through this.
Much more to come....