having been friends with quite a few gay people because back when I was single because my girlfriend was a very pretty "fag hag" who lived in a house with a few lesbians... Then having worked with quite a few middle aged gay guys...
I know your exact type....
You are now sloppy big... not built.
You were once good looking... sort of like Steve Bannon with that hangover look. but something funny was going on... maybe you chin, nose or eyes... but being in shape made up for it while you were young.
Now only central american women see your looks... but you know its because of your pension or dole or whatever sustains you while you paper trade and recover from all the illnesses you acquired because of your crappy diet and insulin resistance.
And yeah some guys were probably looking at you.
at least You hope they were...Because every once in a while you indulged.
You are bi sexual and you are projecting it onto others.
you do a lot of projecting.
As you lose weight with your low carb diet... you will start thinking more clearly and you will become a nicer person... more happy with your life.
I know your exact type....
You are now sloppy big... not built.
You were once good looking... sort of like Steve Bannon with that hangover look. but something funny was going on... maybe you chin, nose or eyes... but being in shape made up for it while you were young.
Now only central american women see your looks... but you know its because of your pension or dole or whatever sustains you while you paper trade and recover from all the illnesses you acquired because of your crappy diet and insulin resistance.
And yeah some guys were probably looking at you.
at least You hope they were...Because every once in a while you indulged.
You are bi sexual and you are projecting it onto others.
you do a lot of projecting.
As you lose weight with your low carb diet... you will start thinking more clearly and you will become a nicer person... more happy with your life.
Buggered, I buggered him momentarily with his gun. That will be useful vocabulary for that Grinder when you come out.
I am a very big guy, built, movie star handsome (well supporting anyway) and basically the most powerful man in the room 99.8% of the time.
I KNOW YOUR KIND from my life, the guys sitting with their wives and families looking at me and biting their lower lips, looking flushed. The guys, often fairly big themselves, who may not even be gay as such but just find the company of a more physically powerful man "nice" as one guy said. Many of them played football etc. just the locker room was their Valhalla on Earth. But you can't give them an inch or there will be closet everywhere.
It is called "homosocial" I'm told and you are that guy with your endless ra-ra Trump gobshite. Stop it.