I'd like to share a few things to everyone, thank you for your patience.
Have you ever woke up to get knocked to the floor by a 2x4 ?
Somebody was strong enough and honest to tell me and confirm a few things, thank-you. Here's some of my reply that I also believe I need to share with you all.
I spent most of the night awake, praying. Not to ask why no profits, I hope you believe I'm at least past that, even with my failings.
God answered I believe. First through the admittance to my wife about a 55pt loss, just that could have been a very bad time. God was graceful and gave her a soft heart not to attack me, but to comfort.
He also showed me my sin (wrong) of only seeing the immediate and not the long term, trying to fix it myself and not trusting Him.
I've asked forgiveness from Him, and now I need to ask forgiveness from my brothers/sisters in Christ for my selfishness and not for trusting the Lord my God.
Maybe I did set myself up in the beginning, by using a totally different style of trading from what I'm use to. I believe I had a peace in the beginning about following through with it, and to be honest I still do.
So, I will carry on doing what I started out to do, and follow my set plan, profit or loss (profit/loss wasn't the reason for the set plan per say, it was to be a learning/education experience), because I think it is what I'm suppose to do and see what God wanted to teach me.
Thank you for all for your encouraging notes (even if some hurt
I started off this thread also wanting to show others that they can have strength , peace in Jesus Christ, just because I took my eyes off Him, please don't think that strength and peace is not there, He promised, "He will never leave us or forsake us." He hasn't !! Right now I'm putting my trust back where it belongs.
Andy.
By going through the door the Lord has shown me, is the only way to see where He's taking me.
Have you ever woke up to get knocked to the floor by a 2x4 ?
Somebody was strong enough and honest to tell me and confirm a few things, thank-you. Here's some of my reply that I also believe I need to share with you all.
I spent most of the night awake, praying. Not to ask why no profits, I hope you believe I'm at least past that, even with my failings.
God answered I believe. First through the admittance to my wife about a 55pt loss, just that could have been a very bad time. God was graceful and gave her a soft heart not to attack me, but to comfort.
He also showed me my sin (wrong) of only seeing the immediate and not the long term, trying to fix it myself and not trusting Him.
I've asked forgiveness from Him, and now I need to ask forgiveness from my brothers/sisters in Christ for my selfishness and not for trusting the Lord my God.
Maybe I did set myself up in the beginning, by using a totally different style of trading from what I'm use to. I believe I had a peace in the beginning about following through with it, and to be honest I still do.
So, I will carry on doing what I started out to do, and follow my set plan, profit or loss (profit/loss wasn't the reason for the set plan per say, it was to be a learning/education experience), because I think it is what I'm suppose to do and see what God wanted to teach me.
Thank you for all for your encouraging notes (even if some hurt

I started off this thread also wanting to show others that they can have strength , peace in Jesus Christ, just because I took my eyes off Him, please don't think that strength and peace is not there, He promised, "He will never leave us or forsake us." He hasn't !! Right now I'm putting my trust back where it belongs.
Andy.
By going through the door the Lord has shown me, is the only way to see where He's taking me.