Hi All,
Today was the hardest day so far, then having to finish up the day writing this :-(
The system/strategy I've been following gave me a real beating today, then if that wasn't enough I tried to force a few smaller trades to get back something. I know, I really do know better than this, knowing and doing are certainly two different things.
The system gave me my first entry around 10.15am, long(859), was up a few points but then it went down, reversing me at around 12.45pm (843.5) talk about feeling like the market zoomed in and got me :-(
Then it took off again upwards, covering the short and putting me long (3.10pm)at near the high of the day 863.0 Guess what happened then ???
Yes your all right the market went down. I also tried to get between some of my systems signals, and got tour up even more.
I'm sure alot of you have also said, I did not need today, at one time or another !!! I DID NOT NEED TODAY !!
Stats for the system, if only I had followed it exactly and nothing else. If you think this is ugly, it is !!!
1st trade, - 15.5
2nd trade, -19.5
3rd trade, - 20 (just stopped trading at this time (3.45)
Total 3trades, -55pts
My end of day was about that loss, even with the extra trades and commissions.
Is the above shocking me ??? Maybe it should, it sure doesn't feel good, BUT if I did not think it could happen then I'd be lieing to myself and living in a dream world. When I was testing the system it had had some days like this, not many but a couple. Over the 95 testing days. The biggest draw down run was 64 pt's, it's just over that now. Running total if I had taken everytrade since I started the 20 days would be at -67.5pts as of today.
It sure never felt like this when I was papertrading !!!
The question is can I carry on trading the same signals ?
Is it wise to carry on trading the signals ?
Apart from not starting off making a decent profit, the strategy/system is pretty much following in line with the pre-papertested results, and even with the paper results when I check in the evening using the same criteria as before I started real money(a slight bit of slippage, not much)
So was it just dumb luck I started papertesting back in April through August with good results, only to come into a drawdown as soon as real money is used ? Kind of uncanny how things work :-(
So as usual I have lots of praying and thinking to do, to make sure I should carry on. The fact is, it is keeping in step with the papertesting done at the end of the day, how much more drawdown should I allow ???
I first set out to allow 10 straight losses in a row (10x20pts =200pts) Of course my circumstances have tightened up since then as well.
Thank you for the advice and help of some of you out there, maybe you were right buying highs, selling lows will only allow me to lose all of my account. I guess until it's right in my face I couldn't or didn't want to believe it.
O.K. hind site is always better, but I've got to catch my breath and take a serious look at what I'm doing.
Have a super evening, Andy
p.s. sorry guys even just pressing the submit reply is really hard for me to do... here goes
Today was the hardest day so far, then having to finish up the day writing this :-(
The system/strategy I've been following gave me a real beating today, then if that wasn't enough I tried to force a few smaller trades to get back something. I know, I really do know better than this, knowing and doing are certainly two different things.
The system gave me my first entry around 10.15am, long(859), was up a few points but then it went down, reversing me at around 12.45pm (843.5) talk about feeling like the market zoomed in and got me :-(
Then it took off again upwards, covering the short and putting me long (3.10pm)at near the high of the day 863.0 Guess what happened then ???
Yes your all right the market went down. I also tried to get between some of my systems signals, and got tour up even more.
I'm sure alot of you have also said, I did not need today, at one time or another !!! I DID NOT NEED TODAY !!
Stats for the system, if only I had followed it exactly and nothing else. If you think this is ugly, it is !!!
1st trade, - 15.5
2nd trade, -19.5
3rd trade, - 20 (just stopped trading at this time (3.45)
Total 3trades, -55pts
My end of day was about that loss, even with the extra trades and commissions.
Is the above shocking me ??? Maybe it should, it sure doesn't feel good, BUT if I did not think it could happen then I'd be lieing to myself and living in a dream world. When I was testing the system it had had some days like this, not many but a couple. Over the 95 testing days. The biggest draw down run was 64 pt's, it's just over that now. Running total if I had taken everytrade since I started the 20 days would be at -67.5pts as of today.
It sure never felt like this when I was papertrading !!!
The question is can I carry on trading the same signals ?
Is it wise to carry on trading the signals ?
Apart from not starting off making a decent profit, the strategy/system is pretty much following in line with the pre-papertested results, and even with the paper results when I check in the evening using the same criteria as before I started real money(a slight bit of slippage, not much)
So was it just dumb luck I started papertesting back in April through August with good results, only to come into a drawdown as soon as real money is used ? Kind of uncanny how things work :-(
So as usual I have lots of praying and thinking to do, to make sure I should carry on. The fact is, it is keeping in step with the papertesting done at the end of the day, how much more drawdown should I allow ???
I first set out to allow 10 straight losses in a row (10x20pts =200pts) Of course my circumstances have tightened up since then as well.
Thank you for the advice and help of some of you out there, maybe you were right buying highs, selling lows will only allow me to lose all of my account. I guess until it's right in my face I couldn't or didn't want to believe it.
O.K. hind site is always better, but I've got to catch my breath and take a serious look at what I'm doing.
Have a super evening, Andy
p.s. sorry guys even just pressing the submit reply is really hard for me to do... here goes

