I didn't take any trades today even though there were 2 great setups that I like to see. I'll explain below as there is an explanation as to why, but really, there is no excuse and that bothers me.
Trade A: This was right after the open. It was a shooting star-ish pattern. I didn't take it at the time because there was a lot of support just below. I guess that is a valid reason not to take the trade. It was a failed breakout to the upside of the opening bar. Would have been good for +11 or you could have just taken +1 if you're going for bigger moves.
Trade B: This was another shooting star pattern with a bounce off the EMA. No entry since price never triggered you in.
Trade C: Lower high, semi-shooting star. It was sort of a failed breakout through the EMA. This I should have taken. I would have gotten entered into the trade and then it would have went 7 ticks against me, but the 10 tick stop would have held and you could have gotten +20 out of this one. At the time I was talking to NoDoji about a 6E trade and I tried to watch both the chart and listen to what she was saying, but then I started looking at the 6E chart much closer and then I missed the signal.
Trade D: Another lower high, beautiful signal. I was going to take this one, short at 87.11. I went to my DOM to put my order in and then at 87.10 there was over 100 contracts sitting there. I started having visions of getting 1 ticked out so I hesitated and thought about it some more and then I thought about it some more to see if those contracts would disappear and then it just dropped. I was mad at myself for not taking that one. Too much thinking! I traded it in my head and I would have taken +11 on this one when it got down there as there was some heavy support on the recent hammer bar. The setup was beautiful. Cross referencing on the 1min, the 1min price was under the 20EMA, went up and bumped against the 20EMA so both charts were under the EMA.
Ultimately I could have had about +30 ticks today on just those 2 trades, C and D. Today's market lulled me to sleep just enough to where I distracted myself and missed it all from overthinking. I even watched my charts all day today playing around with trend lines and support and resistance, trying to keep my mind active on the chart instead of going off and reading things and doing other things that I really shouldn't be doing.
Total: 0
Monthly Total: -53.5
hTotal: +41 (4 trades, 4W/0L)
Monthly hTotal: +109.5 (27 trades, 19W/8L)
Taking trades on Friday where I took a bunch of losses really got into my head as far as trying not to delude myself into thinking that I will always manage my trades perfectly. It's a different ball game to be honest. The purpose for why I'm keeping track of that hTotal (meant as "hypothetical," but can also be said as "hindsight") is just to keep track of how my trading would work out if I was trading all signals, which is my edge. And to clarify again, what I calculate as my hTotal is not always only the trades that I point out in this journal. The problem is that I either trade bad signals (look at last Friday) or I just don't take the trades at all so I don't let the probabilities work themselves out. I came into the week with high hopes and good intentions so I'm looking forward to the rest of the week to turn it around.
Last night I got to thinking about what Picaso had mentioned about reading books for "actionable knowledge." I was trying to keep the books closed, but I picked up the Brooks book and read the rest of the chapter that I was on, and then just ended up flipping through the rest of the book to see if anything would catch my eye.
I then had a thought and had to get up and turn my charts on again. It was a serious mind-screw in a good way. I'm not going to mention it here what it was because I really have no idea if it has any advantages or if there is really any validity behind it so I'm just going to continue to keep an eye on it. I was pretty excited to try it out with today's chart and in all of my excitement, I ended up waking up at 7:30am (not on purpose) to look at my charts. I looked at the chart and wrote down some numbers and then went back to bed. Once the market reopened, it was pretty cool how those numbers that I had written down tended to have some meaning. Again, I'm not going to mention what this idea is because I have no idea how to put it to use, but I think eventually once I get a grasp on it, I'll mention it for sure. It could just be nothing and I'm looking into it too much, but it was interesting.
So that is about all I really have to say. I'm going to put today behind me, maybe just continue to stare at the charts and get it back into my head that I need to take trades, take more than 1 trade a day, and let the probabilities work themselves out. I'm thinking that I'm going to start taking +20 ticks as a hard target. Wrong? Probably. I might even take +11 if I start feeling like price is getting tired. And, I'm going to continue moving my stop to +1 after price makes a move.
For example, as of writing this journal entry I was watching the chart and noticed one of my favorite setups. I hurried up and put an order in, price immediately spiked up over 10 ticks, went to around 16 ticks and then started to stall. I ended up taking +11 ticks in sim. The point is that I took it off at +11 rather than letting it come all the way back to +1. It bumped its head at the EMA and I just felt like it was a good time to take my profits.
All of that about targets is in theory right now as I continue to think about it. I don't mind getting taken out at +1 if the setup is good, but when it starts to stall and slow down, showing me +10 or more and then I let it go all the way back to +1, that tends to really sting where it hurts because it causes you to regret not taking that money off the table.
These are just my thoughts. If anyone has another angle on this, please let me know.
I didn't read anything last night that would have given me any inspiration. I'm trying to just take a break and clear my mind for a couple days.
Trade A: This was right after the open. It was a shooting star-ish pattern. I didn't take it at the time because there was a lot of support just below. I guess that is a valid reason not to take the trade. It was a failed breakout to the upside of the opening bar. Would have been good for +11 or you could have just taken +1 if you're going for bigger moves.
Trade B: This was another shooting star pattern with a bounce off the EMA. No entry since price never triggered you in.
Trade C: Lower high, semi-shooting star. It was sort of a failed breakout through the EMA. This I should have taken. I would have gotten entered into the trade and then it would have went 7 ticks against me, but the 10 tick stop would have held and you could have gotten +20 out of this one. At the time I was talking to NoDoji about a 6E trade and I tried to watch both the chart and listen to what she was saying, but then I started looking at the 6E chart much closer and then I missed the signal.
Trade D: Another lower high, beautiful signal. I was going to take this one, short at 87.11. I went to my DOM to put my order in and then at 87.10 there was over 100 contracts sitting there. I started having visions of getting 1 ticked out so I hesitated and thought about it some more and then I thought about it some more to see if those contracts would disappear and then it just dropped. I was mad at myself for not taking that one. Too much thinking! I traded it in my head and I would have taken +11 on this one when it got down there as there was some heavy support on the recent hammer bar. The setup was beautiful. Cross referencing on the 1min, the 1min price was under the 20EMA, went up and bumped against the 20EMA so both charts were under the EMA.
Ultimately I could have had about +30 ticks today on just those 2 trades, C and D. Today's market lulled me to sleep just enough to where I distracted myself and missed it all from overthinking. I even watched my charts all day today playing around with trend lines and support and resistance, trying to keep my mind active on the chart instead of going off and reading things and doing other things that I really shouldn't be doing.
Total: 0
Monthly Total: -53.5
hTotal: +41 (4 trades, 4W/0L)
Monthly hTotal: +109.5 (27 trades, 19W/8L)
Taking trades on Friday where I took a bunch of losses really got into my head as far as trying not to delude myself into thinking that I will always manage my trades perfectly. It's a different ball game to be honest. The purpose for why I'm keeping track of that hTotal (meant as "hypothetical," but can also be said as "hindsight") is just to keep track of how my trading would work out if I was trading all signals, which is my edge. And to clarify again, what I calculate as my hTotal is not always only the trades that I point out in this journal. The problem is that I either trade bad signals (look at last Friday) or I just don't take the trades at all so I don't let the probabilities work themselves out. I came into the week with high hopes and good intentions so I'm looking forward to the rest of the week to turn it around.
Last night I got to thinking about what Picaso had mentioned about reading books for "actionable knowledge." I was trying to keep the books closed, but I picked up the Brooks book and read the rest of the chapter that I was on, and then just ended up flipping through the rest of the book to see if anything would catch my eye.
I then had a thought and had to get up and turn my charts on again. It was a serious mind-screw in a good way. I'm not going to mention it here what it was because I really have no idea if it has any advantages or if there is really any validity behind it so I'm just going to continue to keep an eye on it. I was pretty excited to try it out with today's chart and in all of my excitement, I ended up waking up at 7:30am (not on purpose) to look at my charts. I looked at the chart and wrote down some numbers and then went back to bed. Once the market reopened, it was pretty cool how those numbers that I had written down tended to have some meaning. Again, I'm not going to mention what this idea is because I have no idea how to put it to use, but I think eventually once I get a grasp on it, I'll mention it for sure. It could just be nothing and I'm looking into it too much, but it was interesting.
So that is about all I really have to say. I'm going to put today behind me, maybe just continue to stare at the charts and get it back into my head that I need to take trades, take more than 1 trade a day, and let the probabilities work themselves out. I'm thinking that I'm going to start taking +20 ticks as a hard target. Wrong? Probably. I might even take +11 if I start feeling like price is getting tired. And, I'm going to continue moving my stop to +1 after price makes a move.
For example, as of writing this journal entry I was watching the chart and noticed one of my favorite setups. I hurried up and put an order in, price immediately spiked up over 10 ticks, went to around 16 ticks and then started to stall. I ended up taking +11 ticks in sim. The point is that I took it off at +11 rather than letting it come all the way back to +1. It bumped its head at the EMA and I just felt like it was a good time to take my profits.
All of that about targets is in theory right now as I continue to think about it. I don't mind getting taken out at +1 if the setup is good, but when it starts to stall and slow down, showing me +10 or more and then I let it go all the way back to +1, that tends to really sting where it hurts because it causes you to regret not taking that money off the table.
These are just my thoughts. If anyone has another angle on this, please let me know.
I didn't read anything last night that would have given me any inspiration. I'm trying to just take a break and clear my mind for a couple days.

