This blotter includes Thursday night's trading as well as a couple ES/NQ trades for Friday. HKD on top, USD in the middle, total in USD at the bottom.
Thursday night was disaster, even though I finished with a small profit. I decided to put on an experimental, buy-on-the-open trade that has nothing to do with any of my setups, because I thought there was a large probability we'd see a 1% intraday upmove within the first hour, and I didn't want to be scalping for ticks during the move, I wanted to catch the whole thing. Well, pretty much the opposite happened, but I got stubborn and refused to see the downtrend on my screen and instead of exiting at a loss, continued to add to my position on every valid long, counter-trend setup, of which there were plenty because the market made so many double, triple, and quadruple bottoms during the morning session (obviously in hindsight it was just chop). To offset the risk of this growing long position, I started hedging with HHI and HSI scalps (first w/ HHI, then ditched HHI for HSI because it was a purer hedge against MHI) when a short setup would occur. However, once the market got really choppy, I started reversing on my HSI stops because I thought the failure of the short setup would surely result in a higher high and then my cash register would start ringing like crazy. That never happened though, the market spent the last hour and a half of the morning session in an extremely tight range. I exited almost my entire position right before the lunch break close, but kept a small position open during the break so I could have exposure if we gapped up and started jamming north. So instead of going to bed, I stayed up to 1:30am to see how the afternoon session would open. No gap, after a very feeble attmept to make a higher high, the market broke down again, so I reversed my position, went short and made back all of my losses on the resulting downmove to finish with what's shown in the blotter. It could have easily gone the other way though, and I could instead be saying that I'd given back last week's profits due to a stupid, experimental trade that I couldn't give up on.
Friday was much more controlled, I worked from home and took advantage of two perfect setups, one with ES, another with NQ. Didn't try to hit a homerun, just took what the market gave me.
The purpose of this journal was to make myself accountable to the world for doing stupid things like I did on Thursday night. I went into Thursday night's session exhausted, and the last thing I wanted to do was trade, so I think I was looking for an easy way out. I'm going to force myself to take next week off, no trades in Hong Kong or US. This will give me a week to refresh, get caught up with some stuff at work, spend some time with the family, and then come back the following week ready to be disciplined and keep working towards my goal. I've found that I need to do this every couple months to keep things in balance, and it's time. I'll report back on the 21st.
Hong Kong - Thursday night
+314 HKD
($40 USD)
US - Friday day
+$204 USD