Dear Journal,
Where do I start?...
I have realized that I have been SIM trading, without a plan. Upon further research, I discovered that my "plan" doesn't have to be completely mechanical... "Wait for 2 HH's and 2 HL's then go long". NO!
I want to learn Price Action. Many traders believe in simplicity. So do I.
Instead of waking up every morning and SIM trading, taking 3 losses, taking 4 winners, then another loss etc...without ANY proof that my method of trading actually works, I went back to the drawing board and have been studying supply and demand. I have been looking at how price behaves.
I've been asking myself very good questions--as mentioned by DBpheonix somewhere---"what do you want and what are you going to do about it?" Also, during price action analysis, I often ask "what are the fearful people doing here?"
These questions have led me into a period of back-testing my discretionary methods. I'm quite surprised at the results thus far. IT IS HOWEVER TIME CONSUMING! Especially if one wants to learn the behavior of Supply and Demand, and more importantly the traders behind supply and demand. I'm constantly talking to myself out loud and my entire family thinks I'm done.
But I'm getting it. I'm also learning great things about supply and demand. I've also been able to spot a range and CHOP very early so as to avoid it. It also says something especially after a large supply or demand move. Price is now in equilibrium. Whatever the sellers supply, the buyers agree to buy and vice versa. It's actually a great area and one to be expected. One can learn there I think about these simple forces.
It's relaxing too to know that the demand is what is supplied. However, this creates a great opportunity to reassess and be ready. Not for the breakout, reversal, retracement...but to understand how supply and demand behave. Is there more buying or selling pressure? Is this B/O a fake? How I can I be sure? What are the fearful people doing who just went long? Short? What am I going to do about it?
So Mr. Journal, to end this post, I've only tested 40 trades so far. Half are from July of this year, and Half are from 2012 in September. I'm trying to choose different times/trends/ranges, to learn new times. I have sworn not to cheat on the charts. I'm only cheating myself anyway, unless you feel cheated and for that I'm sorry. I replay each day one bar at a time. I do not move forward, I train to simulate the real thing. In fact if I accidentally see that day, I skip it. It's tough. Sometimes after a bar, I sit there for 20 minutes talking to myself.
"What do I want?" I want to understand supply and demand. I want to make money following supply and demand.
"How am I going to get it?" By studying. By articulating the fearful actions of my enemy traders. There fears are similar to mine, so many I can play off that. Or, possibly, just maybe, I don't have to be afraid, and price action can be my friend?
I've ended this post 4 times already. The results of these back-tests are alright. I"ll keep you posted.
Profit/Loss -> $870
Win Rate -> 48.9%
P/L ration -> 2.32:1
Avg Win -> $107.33
Avg Loss -> $46.25
While back-testing, I'm also able to learn more about what rules I want to use. I admit Mr. Journal, I do not yet have a written plan. I did. Then I trashed it. Because I didn't understand anything about price action.
I'm learning. Almost a 50% win rate. I would prefer a higher P/L ratio. My fear could be cutting winners short. I'm learning more about that.
I hope that by testing, I can be confident in my decisions, and put the plan on paper. This plan will be discretionary, and it will probably simply be a play by play of a day's price action(ie. Line broke, what do you do now, it retraced 50% what do you want now etc...). What do we here? Why? What are the fearful doing? What do I want here? How am I going to get it now?
Read this quote earlier...have no idea who from...A plan is..."not a set of mechanical rules, but a guideline to apply one's understanding of the market to actual trading."
Ok Journal, that was a lot.
My journey is to 1) back-test many more trades so I have an idea of the profitability this approach can generate. 2) Forward test these trades in SIM for a couple weeks(months, please not years), maintaining profitability. and 3) Going live confident in my system and written plan. WOOPS! There is a step 1.5). Write down the damn plan.

After back-testing has proved it's profitability.
If only you could talk, I'd want to know how many trades to analyze before I can "count" on my system? Yes systems fail. They succeed. But I'm pretty sure Supply and Demand have been and always will be forever. Right?
Thanks Journal,
Jdawg
P.S. I'll be watching, possibly trading, NQ tomorrow morning. I have a lot of back testing to do, but maybe I can forward test at the same time. Shit! That means another document to set up in excel...