Quote from Bullverine:
Ironically while I was making all my preparations the decision was made for me. A large number of people (including me) was laid off. My wish has been granted and now I am free to swim in this wonderful market. So far things are going good on the daily front, but my long term portfolio is obviously taking a beating.
I'm trying to read btwn the line and I come up with this:
Over the past few months, you have been sabotaging your job position subconsciously trying to get yourself fired...